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Heyyyyyyy!

2010-06-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

HEY HO, LETS GO!
Yeap, time to go, move on manzxz.
new blog, new link, pleaseeeeeee link up, pleaseee tag.
http://foreverwithyou-claretmy.blogspot.com/
Go and relink / link me up okayyyyy! Byebyeee

Its been so long.

2010-02-28T03:39:00.000-08:00

Yeah, Its been so long since i post. and Im so sorry,
ohwell, lack of readers anw, heh :D
hmm, this few days, been msging, facebooking and chatting alot.
i became pretty goodfriends with Zul, deborah, cassine, sharon, ash, winnie & co.
I made some new friends and became friends again with someone.
Netballers Rocks the socks out of you,
March babies Rocks more then you do.
my friends are better then your's
My new phone is cool, but im not very sure how to sure it.
and i dont plan to waste my time on it. heh.
im thankful to have known huzyer, zul, jamie, kean, mandeep, fizah, winnie, aza, & many more people through BDS,
Netball juniors are pretty okay uh, got potential. hahahha.
sec 1s are okay, im going to be a STUDENT LEADER IN SEC 1 CAMP! &&&&&&&&&&&&&& Someone didnt get in, so she pisseed :D and im so happy (:
i got a feeling that the sec 1 camp is going to be awesomee, because, Michaela, evaa, kailing, aza, sharon, deb, cassine, clara, shahiran, alema, sharifah &&& Alvin is going too!
im planning to help shahiran celebrate his birthday as its the second day of camp:/
im very excited for the camp, WOOOO.
I love my friends, super much lovee them :D
and Im CLARE the AWESOME :D hhahaha.
life haven't been very great or anything,
yayyee, my birthday is in 3 days time! march babies rocks!

Dedicated to you & only you.

2010-01-16T08:31:00.000-08:00

Yeah, the title says it all, this post i dedicated to someone,
not a guy, or so, not a regular anyone,
BUT a special friend called Wong WeiLin, my hubby.
I dont think i have her solo picture and im too lazy to go cope her.
so jyeah.. but still my hubby,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
even though we known each other like, 2-3 years only,
we're considered pretty close right?
we were enemies first but now, we're hubby & wifey.
be happy alway, and stay pretty and all, &&
I love you!

First day, second year

2010-01-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

First day wasnt VERY good or so. Its NORMAL?
1-expect more fun but... no comments eh.
2-having 2 new students in class,
3-being sperated from friends during maths & chinese-.-
4-having netball on firstday.
5-not being able to sleep.
6-feeling sick-.-
7-life has not been awesome, great or even good.
8- 2010 isnt starting very well..
9-troubles, troubles & more troubles
10-mixed feelings.

FML!

When i saw you today, you look happy, regine said that we she talked to you, you sound perfectly fine, perfectly happy.. when i saw you, pictures of what we used to be flashed through my mind. am I the only one hoping that things would change? Im still feeling troubled by it. I cant seems but chat bout you. when i talked bout you to regine today, i felt as if i was gonna cry. life's just haven beeen good without you in it. I think, i can never be best friends with guys either my age or a year difference. never seems to end perfectly. im always the one that i in the dark side, not knowing the reason why. why is that so? first songjun, now you? why does it always happen to me & only me? haven i got enough of it? why do i keep trusting you guy? why do i keep believe that we could be close good buds? why do i keep believe that me adn you and be friends without any problems? when i know its hard, cause you're a dude & Im a dudette. Why do i lkeep lying to myself, forcing myself to believe that we could still be COOlRetardsParnter? when you wont even talk to me? you just walked passed my today as if im invisible? am i really invisible to YOUR eyes? This just sucks.

2010-01-03T02:27:00.000-08:00

HMMMS!, Im blogging only because my dearest hubby&prettayee requested for it. so yeah.. heheheh. hmmms what have i been doing! last post was 20.09, thats longlong ago man! THATS A YEAR AGO! hahahha! lets see... On christmas eve!, went out with alvin to bugis, bought my sis and bro gifts, then later went home early,, thenthen, watch him play soccer with acap all, then around 7, went to mich house, had dinner there. took pictures, (its in facebook). then went home at around 10plus, and yeah... On christmas! i went to my uncle's house @ tamp, went there, got presents from aunt and uncle. its as awesomme! ohwell, pretty awesome. gambled away 10 bucks, chatted with cousins, a 'long time no see" cousin, 7years! well, nice chatting with him aye. hmms, slept at around 5-ish? then woke up at 11-ish? went to eat breakfast. then blahblahblah, used laptop in uncle house.. then went for dinner, yummmy!~ had 3 diff types of crabs! had, chilli, salted egg and black pepper! awesome or whatt? hahahah. then blahblahblah, had durian for supper woosh! hahaha. then went home.. then on 31st dec 09, new year eve! hmmms.. went to laguna for new year eve party, its AWESOMEE! with all the awesome food, Awesome DANCING! dance till wooosst! ahahhaha! then yeahyeahyeah, went home at bout 1plus? its was awesome larh! then yeahyeah. then sleep @ 2-ish.. then woke up at 9.30 cause mich called me,, rush, showered and went to school to have netball meeting.. only me and mich for sec 1.. haahaha. then went home at around 2plus.. then nothing uh... yesterday.. didnt do much.. and today.. I CLEANED MY ROOM! like FINALLY! goodjob!
well, BYE!

things just aint getting any better.

2009-12-20T09:59:00.000-08:00

THIS IS WAS IN DRAFT, SOSO YEAH..

Helllo, my mood today was destroyed thanks to my dad, the minute i step out my room, he shouted at me for no reason. fook him! unreasonable, spoiling my mood to follow bro for dinner.. then after that, went to hardrock to have dinner with bro + gf's family. then yeah.. currently watchin som random movies on cable tv, time check-2.03
for friendships, things aint getting any better,
He is at camp since yesterday. ): yesterday night!, at idk time, he called my and then chatted, but i was talking to idk how many ppl, etc, ihsan, muza and blahblahblah, thats the only 2 person other than him that i recognise the voice eh. ahahahhhahah! then yeahhh, so pretty much i was on loudspeaker. talking to them is FUN! hahahahaha. then yeahhh,
on tuesday, 15.12.09, did nothing much during the day, went out at night, hmmms, went to the MJ concert thingy, this bogus Mj, was selected by the king of pop himself so yeah, niceee! cooool much! then yeah, ended at bout 11plus, went to market and have damn late dinner, which was at bout 12plus1.. went home and talk on phone..
wednesday, 16.12.09, oldest sis came back from thailand for cousin wedding . nothing much.
thursday, 17.12.09, ( brother bday) & 18.12.09 ( cousin wedding) woke up, do nothing much, then around the afternoon, brother went out then sis plan a surprise party but wasnt much of a surprise. but it was awesommmeee, bro friends came oveer ask sis msged them to, they ate, dance and DRINK! ahahaha. my bro got wasted! so when he was asleep, sis and aunt was entertaining them and i just stick along, till like, 5plus6 in the morning, went to sleep,, woke up at 3plus, bathed, prepared and went off to pan pacific hotel, go find sis as she's my cousin maid of honour, while walking to cabbed there, was alvin, faisal, acap and all playing soccer, damn awkward! hahahaha. they keep waving at me then my mum ask why thhey waving ! hahhahaha. then reached the hotel, relax awhile, then change and prepared and went for the wedding, the wedding was totally AWESOME! there was a live band and a dance floor! and the table i sat had 2 BIG bowls of SHARK FIN! WOOTs! hahahahha! meeaning, i ate FOUR bowls of shark fin! shiok or whattt! then there was lots of dancing and alll, wooots! awesomeee wedding,

Friends?..

2009-12-09T03:54:00.000-08:00

well, haven had a proper post since forever, ohwell, lazziness, what can i say. hahahahaha. anw, nothing much have been happening, didnt really go out, went to a wedding dinner, and then nothing much.. just watching tv, using laptop, chatting, and catching up with my aunt who just came back from aust(: then nothing much, was suppose to go out today but one of them bail on us so yea, i didnt go out and styaed @ home.. nothing much uh.. Im still freaking bothered bout the problem.. Yes, seriously, Awesome friends but im not worth.

2009-12-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

Friendships are meant to be cherished, not forgotten.
People offen place the importance of friendship @ the back of their mind.
Have you ever thought how life would be without friends?
All this little things are the reason that life's bright lit up.
Without friendships, Living life is like living with breathing.
Why regret bout not cherishing things?
Why not just cherish eveything around you now? so that you wont regret.
thats always the mistake i make in life, thats always the regret i made
& i always never learn from my mistakes, from my regrets i'll never learn.
I gotta stop being sucha dumbass idiotic teenage girl. I MUST stop.

catch me if i fall? BULLSHIT!

2009-12-04T08:28:00.000-08:00

yeaaaaa, when someone now say that they will be there for you, have doubts in them, cause most times, its just BUllSHIT! its just like my title. seriously, would you really stay by someone forever? maybe when we all get older and then we make friends that last a lifetime, but definately, this is not what thats happening, now, we arent even talking unlike before, we used to talk so much, and now,, what the craps os this alll about?! ARGH! I miss being a retard.. only mandeep makes me laughs truckslots now. only her! but still, ii hate whats happening now. FML. I gotta learn no move on uh? thats what i've been told since the beginning of this year cause i still cant let go of my primary school life and kinda hates secondary school life with idiotic teachers with stupid rules in this darn school, life hell lots of troubles. this year, overall, doesnt really rocks @ all! though i met many great people, and you're one of them but i lost you. i met bytoches and basterd too sadly. maybe im a bitch too. just screw it. i screw everything.

2009-11-30T10:13:00.000-08:00

ARGH! I fvcking cant sleep!
my neck feel so darn stiff, back so darnn pain,
ankle/leg hurts like darnit! and a damn bad headache.
& there's damn netball tmr.
Why? Why me? Why is this happening?
This just svckz like shyt!!

2009-11-29T21:10:00.000-08:00

I feel so life-less. Im so out of energy..
I mean, seriously, I feel effing weak.
Plus, NETBALL, Im just so fcuking dead.
I really feel like dying now, everything just sucks now.
FML! should i or should i not? will i regret?

2009-11-29T00:45:00.000-08:00

hmms, slept @ 5am yesterday, watch 2012 till 4.30..
ohwell, i saw your post and i get it, u dont want me as a friend?
fine then, but i wont give up so easily. Im sorry.

Foolish me.

2009-11-28T10:31:00.000-08:00

heyyo,
timecheck-2.32am, sunday,29nov09.
currently chatting with huzyerr , blogging & watching 2012 with mum& brother, the three of us squeezing on my Q/K size bed. -.-"! hmms, friday, didnt have training as it was a public holiday, hari raya haji(: so yea, woke up late, watch tv, use laptop, @ bout 7, went to maxine house, then went swimming @ 8plus9 with maxine lil' sisters. then ate mcdonal for dinner and left for home alone @ 11plus, reached home, msgmsgmsg, and chatted on phone.. yesterday, woke up late too, use comp, watch tv, msg, eat dinner , talk on phone, then use laptop, chatt with friends on msn, and facebook, till now, chatting with huzyerr only.. ohwell, gonnna watch my 2012 now! BYE! andand, Sweetdreams peeeps!

110th post(:

2009-11-24T09:11:00.000-08:00

hello people who read my bloggy, hmms, yesterday was just purely nothing much, had netball, then after netball, went to simpang to eat with mandeep, regine, panda & firdaus. after eating, bused 10 with the same people. then alighted @ same stop, then me and mandeep went to mandeep mum shop, then walked over to parkway, walked around parkway, funfunfun(: then walked back to mandeep mum shop, went to eat then.. then off we went home, took same bus, then went home.. nothing much lo.. today, woke up, bathed, prepare and off i went to meet alvin & azrami, went to bedok inter, meet azrami gf,,, then went to town, cine, go eat @ KFC, then went to see movie timing, dont have astro boy so we went off to vivo, see movie timing, bought tickets for ASTRO BOY, 4.30 timing, then went to roof, enjoy windd(: then went for movie, finished @ 6plus, walked walked around then went to outdoor, enjoy more winddd then mrt-ed home @ 8. reached home @ 9plus, watched tv and TADA! im here(:

Bonding time?

2009-11-22T02:50:00.000-08:00

Hmms, have been spending sometimes with my one&only irritating brother, louis tan(: hmmms, on Friday, stayed @ home till around 7plus, then brother came home then followed him to town, ate bbk for dinner first, met maxine then follow bro find his friends then walk walk around town uh. Yesterday, Woke up @ 6, slept again, woke up @ 10, slept, 12 woke up again, then go bro room,he still sleeping so i continue sleeping uh, woke up @ 1 plus, go bro room, maxine reached my home already, then bath, prepare and went to maxine house, play with her sisters and brother, then bused 5 to town, went to lido, bought movie tickets for Christmas carol, 3D, 7.15movie, brother treated me, then walked over to wheellock place then saw bro friend, then went to bbk to eat again.. then later bro and maxine friend came to find us, then got leftover food, gave bro punk friends.. then went for the movie,AWESOME(Y)! then after movie, go find brother friends, then walked underpass to ION, go inside the huge christmas tree:D then trained back home then maxine and her sis came over too, they played with my doggy, cutteeee:D then later i ate ice creammmm, WOOHOO! so yeaa.. that pretty much what happened the past 2 days.. Today, woke up latee cause yesterday slept latee too. then use laptop, watch tv and help my mama cook lasagne(: then here I am blogging,
OhWell, thanks hubbyyy Weilinn, Chiobu Jialin, Marilyn, Jonathan, Pinchyi, Guorui & few more for trying to cheer me up and for caring:D, You all rocks(: but i'll be fine i guess. just having a rough time as lots of things have been happening..

Why? Why Me?

2009-11-19T08:44:00.000-08:00

heyyo people.. my mood are like craps still.. hmm, todayy, did nothing much.. woke up, used laptop, watch tv, talk on phone, used laptop, watch tv, buy bbt with sis, watch tv, eat dinner and watch tv and here i am.. okay,
I really do not know whats happening with me,
I just seriously sucks, dont I?
Im a lousy friend to everyone, a lousy sis to my siblings, lousy daughter & a lousy ^^. Why is it everytime i try to do something, it'll end up like craps, everytime i try something for a change, i'll suck @ it.. My effing attitude sucks, Im just argggghh!
Im Sorry, real Sorry.
Bye!

We got thrash!

2009-11-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

OhOhOkay, yesterday was really bad. slept with 2 swollen eyes eh... i wish i could have someone to call to talk to with yesterday night but there's was no one. , cause i was seriously effing unhappy, i felt like dying yesterday manxz, seriously.. damnit bad night..okay, i doubt things are really fine, there's still be bad stuffs coming up. didnt really sleep well either, got imsomia uh.. hmms, then woke up, prepare, went to buy food, bring to school then waited for mich and mandeep for goddamnit 30mins! bored to death, therefore mood more like crapps. then more & more things just have to get on my nerve, even you girl -.-, im seriously in a bad mood since yesterday night. i seriously wanted to shout @ some girls so not serious and some so uncommitted, how do you girls expect to win with this kinda of attitude? i mean, common eh' we have a match today yet, this girl went to mediacorp bailing on the team.. sighhhhh, forget it.. so, we got thrash by butik butok. we scored less then 5 and they scored more then 30 i think. their sec 1s are POWER! even better then their senior manxz! what to do? they super hardworking while we super slacking :D hahahhah. okayokay, my mood isnt every awesome nor is it good yet.. so BYEBYE!

I Suck, I know.

2009-11-16T09:58:00.001-08:00

okay, my title say it all, I SUCK & i know it. dont need you to say it to me, hmmm, skipped netball today, @ 2plus3, went to meet mandeep, regine,firdaus and panda @ renadol to eat lunch. then after eating, followed to mandeep to bedok food centre to eat, then went to mandeep house, go gym, lost some weight i think, HAHAHH, then reached home, rest awhile, eat dinner and went to tam ikea, shopped @ ikea, courts and giant lorh. then reached home @ 12plus, and then showered and here i am. okay, my day was okay, but during the night, it SUCKS!, went all the way to tamp with mum, and she wont buy me anything, making me all so grumppyy, then more&more things make my night worst, sigh,,,, okay,
^^, im sorry, for everything, i must really suck, i know, sorry.
I suck @ everything. @ being a friend the most, im sorry to everyone. im just a useless dumbass bitch. sorry everyone, bye..

Grats to me cousins :D

2009-11-15T05:17:00.000-08:00

heyhey, so let me talk bout yesterday, woke up 7am, prepare and all, 7.40am, left house, went to buy drink and sweet first, walk to grace blk, met huilian then wait for becky,thenn go to becky aunt sch place... hmms, ate breakfast first before going to the school, huilian do the make up first, her theme was scar or vampire, so she got scar, ohyea, me, huilian, becky and haining was the aunt model btw :D LOL! then after huilian was me, heard from the rest that i took 2hours!! then after the make up need go take photo, then blahblahblah, after i finished, haining went in and do her make up, she took quite long too. then me, huilian and becky went to eat first cause we were bored.. then later becky go do her make up, me and huilian follow haining to eat.. then after becky finish her make up, we all left for home, me, becky and her aunt took a cab, huilian and haining took another cab to bedok inter.. then i borrowed becky dress for my cousin wedding. then later reached home, relax awhile then later prepare, changed into the dress, touch up on my make up and hair then take pictures :D then after that left home @ bout 7, cabbed all the way to liang court for the wedding dinner, took pictures and more pitures!, talk to cousins and aunts and granny. then then the MC for the wedding is suckish! no offence ah, but he got no potential as a MC, no energy, all this things ah.. then the dinner started, the food was from 'humble house' menue, cause the dinner was suppose to be 2 humble house, just because mr obama came, humble house was close. then the chef wwas sam leong :D the food quite yummy! hahahah.. more to western style food then chinese.. then after the wedding was 11plus, then cabbed home, reached home @bout 11plus12.. then reached home, took a little more photos :D then hmms, wash off the make up, then undo my hair then showered and talk on phone, slept @ 2plus and woke up damnit late today :D! okayokay, today was nothing much, just now @ 6plus, went to meet ^^ then went to help brother buy drinks and here i am. watching tv, posting/using lappy and eating my dinner!, maggi mee:D HAHAH! okayokay, i msg him to ask if he;s free, but no reply ): haiiyooo, what to do leh? hope he reply.. hmm, okayokay, BYE! I wanna meet my COOlretardpartner!, i miss us being retard together :'(!

Sorryy~!

2009-11-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

Hmmm, i stopped searching for opitcal illusion pictures already :) today, woke up @ 11, thats why i didnt reply Your msg, im really very sorry, i replied it as soon as i saw it..but it seems like you still had fun though.. im really sorry.. i promise next time k? then prepare prepare, used comp for like a short 10mins, when to schoool, went for netball, today training didnt rocks larh, its lousy, boring, T.I.R.I.N.G! hahahahah. then went to bedok food court to eat, after eat, rush to becky house, took bus 14, alighted @ temasek sec, then becky mum came to fetch me, went to the house and start the thingythingy, waseh, tmr morning need to wake up damn early to go becky house and help the aunt. hahahah! thenthen, when home @ bout 5plus, bought food to eat, then use laptop, :D then mum called and i went to meet her @ bedok inter, bought my shoe for the wedding tmr :D wooots, i lovee my new shoe, heels :D but i haven found a dress to match it D:! but nevermind!, hmmm, then reached home @ 9plus, then reach home watch tv and here i am :D Muahahahahah! okayokay, byeeee

illusionnnn!

2009-11-11T08:07:00.000-08:00

HEYHEY, TRY & SEE THROUGH THE PICTURES, TELL ME WHT U SEE IN EACH PHOTO, ALL ARE PRETTY EASY I GUESS. TAG ME WHT U SEE!

Illusion Picture 1

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Illusion Picture 15

Illusion Picture 16

Illsuion Picture 17

YOYOH! I suddenly got interest in Illusion pictures :D hahahhahaha! Shall upload the pictures i found on the internet :D its very COOOOOOOOOLLL! hhahhahaha. today! went for training,, pretty funnn, was hypering with my boyfriend, MANDEEP! hahahhaaha.(inside joke)! hahahhahah. then i think my stamina getting better or so... talked with regine bout some stuff. ahemahem eh... hahahhahaha. then nowadays, training quite easy ah.. can run more rounds without stopping le me [:D YAY! then coach bought donuts, he treat us ah. so goood eh, first time ah,.. then sec 1 got the the donuts first, cause we got release earlier, then after training, took donut, makan, then went to cold storage with usual mich and mandeep, ate chessy pie, was effing hungry! didnt really eat the whole day mah..hhahahaha. then hmmmm..... went home after eating and chatting uh... then reach home, showered and use comp :D and here i am :) hahahhahaha! okayokay, shall upload the pictures :D

Yesterday madness :O

2009-11-10T20:39:00.000-08:00

hmmmms, woke up @ 10.30, prepare, went down to help sis buy bbt then change, took money from mummy and left the house, took 31 then walk underpass to ecp, while going there, msgmsgmsg :D then walked to mac, saw dana, natalie, xinkai, elizabeth, celine and alicia there only -.-' then waited for regine to come, she came then me and her talk craps larh, then fizah, fong, panda, shihui came :D! then moved to a bigger table. bought food and eat, went to rent bike, 6 bucks for 3 hours. then cycle to skate park, went to the beach, @ the rock there.. sat there, talktalk, listen music, hear them sing, played with water with dearest fizahhh and shiihuiii! then went to change into dry clothing, and @ around 2.30plus, cycled bacck alone, otw, saw firdaus and yudi, yudi was injured:0 then just talk abit and went off, returned bike, took back my ez-link card and offf i go,, walked underpass back to bus stop, took bus to bedok inter adn changed bus, walked to bgps, went in, saw ailing and jul. then ''emo'' a bit and went to classroom watch vids, anlaysis the videos :D then went to play match, played bare footed, evil mr ang disiao me :( then playplayplay, so darn happy playing, after training, went back to parkway to find shihui, then went back all the way to tamp to slack.... went to eat and century square food court and went off with them, shihui took bus home, i took mrt to pasir ris. waited for shutter bus then went to meet mum @ chalet, ate more bbq foodd :D (gonna be fat fat fat D: ) then play some random games, hmmmms, then drank some wine and cold wine :D niceeniceeniceee! then msgmsgmsgmsg too and then ate this amazingly yummy chocolate cake, delicious :D then went to gamble, played blackjack won bout 10 bucks :D while playing, was msging zanyee, kept him accompanied :S then @ around 3plus3'30am, mummy friend drove us home, then reached home @ bout 3'50 am bah.. hahhahaha. then showered, watched tvv and sleeep @ bout 4plus5am! then today woke up @ 10am plus, slept again, woke up @ 12pm plus :D! then went to wash up and here i am :D

101th post :D

2009-11-09T08:12:00.000-08:00

heyhey. ima having a super suckish day now. my day started off well but seems like its ending pretty badly D: hmms, woke up, went to netball, funfunfunnnnnf! then went to cold storage with regine and mandeep, went to meet michaela at cold storage :D went to ronadols to eat, reserved chessy pie for wed :D yummyyummmyyy,,, saw jasper while in ronadols, chased him around. hahahhaha. then went to michaela house, chatted and left around 7.40.. reached home, talked on phone, msgmsgmsg, use lappy and here i am. seriously having a pretty lousy day, only people who know why is Ihsan & Keith.. so yeaps.... ohwell, what can i say.. was kinda looking forward to tmr, but not much now eh.... mood totally destroyedd. but im not blaming anyone but me. i must really suck manzx. i cant even be a friend to jon, who knows, i might be a pain in the neck to people.. ahhhh~! forget it, im going CRAZY~! no more happy jon, no more happy jasper, no more happy me D:, no more much trust in people, i think im gonna be crazy or sooo... argghhhh~~! BYE!

2009-11-05T02:27:00.000-08:00

OH HEY! sorry bout my previous post. i was just having a rough day. hahahha.. so yea, yesterday, 4nov, woke up @ 7plus am, prepare and went to jog. jog abit then i walk. hahahha. then ate breakfast and then slack uh... then slack under blk, saw sis and ifa and this guy. hahhah. funnnyyyy! had funfun, laughed hell lots thanks to sis, ifa and the guy.. agagaga. then went home @ 1plus, changed and went to school. missed the bus so i walked to school. nearly late. then ran 10 rounds under hot sun. then got briefing and all, then did passing and all. played game. funfunfun! but effing tiring. hahahha okayokayt uh.... then went home. saw alvin, mamat, azrami, acap all playing @ street soccer court. ahhahahaha. then went to buy burger :D yumyum. then went home. leg didnt hurt then. slept damnit early. hahhahaha, tehn today, woke up feeling effing pain @ my leg, near butt there. hahaha. because did lunges{sp?} hahahah. then use comp, eat and watch tv. okayokay, byeee!

2009-11-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

Firstly, im sorry to be posting this here, but im just feeling down for no reason, so just dont mind me. when i got the msg from you, saying you feel that we werent close like before anyway, that you feel awkward, i felt so useless @ that moment. i dont know why, and i dont know when, i started becoming very emotional.. i can cry over small things, and do stuff i never did before. i can breakdown infront of my family, first, there's school life, secondary school life reeks i say. its really so suckish. no one i can truly trust. no one i can believe in. not even my teachers or close buds. there's bytochs like ******, try'na bring me down, how? by badmouthing me, making people hate me and all. its seriously sucks. i dont wanna care, but how not to? how can i not care when im lossing everything?! how can i not care when people are misunderstanding me? I really dont know what to do anymore. my confidence, self esteem, all effing gone. gone for good eh? im really sick and tired of everything. first dreads going to school, unattentive in class, whats the point of studying with no interest or attentiveness? its just bullshit i'll say. effing bullshit.. then after school, either home or CCa, netball, doesnt really sucks, but when its too much fitness training, and too little court game, it really sucks luh. forget bou netball. home, isnt home suppose to be filled with warmth and love, well, its not for me, this 'home' is so !$%&^% .. seriously, everytime i reached home, i'll just hide myself in my room.. i dont wanna face my family, i dont know how to face them.. either they ruined my day or i'll just screw it myself. sighhh.. forget it uh... things just seems so sucish today.. fcuk lah..

helloo~

2009-11-02T22:54:00.000-08:00

HIHIHI! last post was on 31st oct, i think., anw, on 1st nov, went to vivo with alvin & arzami.. went to catch a movie but before the movie, went to eat, then walkwalk around cause movie start late.. watched coroline{sp?} but it isnt that nice.. so wasted like 13 bucks on the movie. wasted. hahahah. after the movie, went to take the train to sentosa.. funun. reached sentosa, went to skyride ticket boothh,. bought tickets,... then went up with skyride then took luge down. did it twice. funfunfun! hahahahaha. then go buy ice cream, and went home. yeaps. trained back home.. then msgmsg, use comp and nothing much.. on 2 nov, yesterday.. didnt go anywhere, stayed @ home all day round.. hmmm.. woke up, use comp, watched tv, eateat, then shower, watch more tv, and use comp.. then ate dinner, spaghetti for dinner, yumyummyyy! then watch more tv and use comp.. hahhahahah. funnnnf chatting with varian,... HAHHAHAHAH! then slept @ bout 3am. hahahahahahahah. today, woke up, msg little. then watched tvvvv and eattteattt then watched more tvv and here i am using comp... hahahhahaha.

yoyooyo!

2009-10-31T10:11:00.001-07:00

WOAHWOAH! haven posted since 25oct eh.. hahahaha. so sorry. dont even have readers so lazy to post. hahhahahah. hmmms.26, no sch i think.. did nothing. 27, went to school, didnt do much i think.. hahahah. prepare for learing fiesta & all. 28oct was also preparation for learning fiesta. fuinfunfun. got held back for 1hour if im not wrong. ahahahahha. naggy teachers, wht can i say? hahahahha. then on thurs, no school because its PTM, mum didnt bother to go, which means, i dont have my result slip with me:D hahahhahahaha. rotted @ home the whole time, hahahaha. OHOH! baked like 30 cupcakes or so for fridaym @ 9plus10pm, went to bedok inter ntuc just to buy more butter for my cupcakes. LOLLOL! saw weiloon and syed, busted manxz! hahahahah! thenthen, FRIDAY, 30oct, bigbig day! last day of school, learning fiesta. michaela mum fetched me, cause i had to bring tons of cupcakes and alvin present. hahahaha. then reached school, went to class.got busted for eating in class, kena naggg again! boring! then went to ISH, slackslack, plast min prepare :D then started, stand @ booth like stupid sey. then walk around,, gave out free cupcakes :D hahahahah! then when down buy drinks. lots of times. then soon the crowd came, all primary school kids. favourite part was when i saw BGPS students. hahahahah. then pulled the crowd to my booth :D hahahahha. then then nothing much. took pictures and all. funfun effing fun! hahahahha. pictures, go facebook see eh. hahhahahah. lazy upload.
timecheck-1.25am..
hmmms.. continue.. after the whole learning fiesta, cleaned the place then sch ended for the year. then went to locker to takes books, bag weighted hell lots. hmms, went to tamp with firdaus, regine, alvin& my darling fizah! hahahaha. hell lots fun i guess? went to mcdonals to eat first. then went to open plaza to slack uh.. we played truth or dare. funfunfun! then suddenly ihsan & co came. hahahahah. paisei! hahahahaha. then nothing much, continued playing. hahahah.. later play the playground hahahah. funfun, then hasbi joined us. then i and fizah made hasbi and alvin hell lots dizzy! hahahaha! then went into air con room. shioookk! then slack there till the security guard came and chase us out D: then went back and slack. this time with ihsan & co + faith and co too. ahhahaha. soon, they left because they went for movie, @ bout 3.30, we left, regine and firdaus left earlier. hahahahaha. thenthen, took 31 back with alvin. carried file, books and container, went to buy bbt then went home. reached home, weighted my stuff, turns out to be a total of 8KGS! woooahhhh! can u believe it?! hahahahahah. then slept, woke up @ idk wht time. then watched tv and alll. TODAY! woke up, msgmsgmsg, then listen to music, went to have lunch with mummy, daddy and sister. ate hell lots. then went home, slack in room, listen to music, then showered and prepare, left for mich house. reached there, did our mask. woohoo. then dressed up for fun. then change back, then talktalktalk, eateateat snacks, then zanye came. funfunfun! then took pictures & all. then played truth or dare at night. hahahha. funfunfun! near 8pm, zanye left, then later mandeep left after eating pizza :D then me and mich went to room and chatted, @ bout 9plus10, i left. reached home @ 10 plus. waited for bus quite long uh. hahhahaha. now im uploading pictures on facebook then i'll bo going to sleep! should be going out tmr with alvin and azrami. :D ;D ;D ;D :D

2009-10-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

HEYYHEEYYY! Im damnit boredddd! anw, yeapyeaps, my previous post is damn wordy.. hahaahha. first thing, yesterday, happy3rdmonth darl! loveloveloves! hmms, yesterday was my totally Alone day! hahahha. boredtodeath.. hahaha. anw, this few days, nothing much. i think friday was best? hmms, school, boring, had talktalktalk then had this dance thingy. not fair! i need stand infront to dance, then i missed alvin solo part! darnit! i wannnaaa SEEEE! notfair! then after that, went to pizza hut with alvin, mich, mandeep, regine, ash, firdaus, panda and yudi.. hahhahahaha.. then after eating, went to mac with mich, mandeep, alvin, regine, panda and firduas.. then played truth or dare.. funnffunnnf! then went for netball.. TIRING! then reached home do nothing much lo... slept damn early then.. on sat, woke up @ 5plus AM! ahhhh. then msgmsgmsg, luckily got someone awake t accompany me. but @ 6plus, went to sleep again. hahahhaha. feel so bad. hhahhaha. ohokayokay. im lazyy to post.

Woaahhh

2009-10-21T03:25:00.000-07:00

Woahh, i didnt post for a week.. Was too LAZY to post eh, anyway i have no readers so yea.. hahahahah. lets see wht i did in the past week, from the 13-16th, all i did was exammms! so yea, nothing much. no wonder i didnt post.. HAHA.. so... on the 16th, after exams, went to mich house, changed, talk & out we went to parkway, see things and reserved alvin birthday gift;D hmms... went to popular to see what we can buy for the netball notice board.. ahahhaha. then OHOH, mandeep and mich bought witches hats for halloween. hahahha. im broke so yea.. we bought like eye mask, not those facial type, party type.. hahahah. plain types, we went mich house to decorate it and it look awesome. hahahahah. then mandeep left first, cause its her mum birthday, so yea... me and mich continued doing our mask then around 6plus we left to mandeep house. ate a little there and chatted alot. was many awkward silent moments then,. hahahaha. then left at bout 9 plus.. hahahaha. hmmms... then reached home @ around 10 i think.. hahahaha. got nagged by mum alittle.. hehehehe. then 17&18th, did noothing much i guess. hahahhahahha.... hmms... met jet, shawnlaw, zanye during these few days.. but nothing much uh, just talktalk, slackslack, spend jet's money! HAHAH! monday!19th, the most fun and awesome day so far in this month! hahahaha. finally went out and have a serious BIG TIME FUN! ahhahahaha. hmmms.... first, woke up @ 10 plus, met mandeep @ parkway, went to popular to buy the notice board stuffs.. then went to borders to met ricky and take money from him.. hahahaha. went to get alvin's gift, woohoooo, and went home to put the gift, then rushed to bedok inter to meet alvin, aishah and daniel. hahahha. daniel is like a new friend but we was in the same primary sch but he immigrated to aust, me, aishah and him was actually in the same kindergarten! but i cant remember him nor can he remember me. hahahaha. weird eh? hahahahah. anyway, we actually wanted to take bus 14 all the way to cine but was already 1 plus so we decide to stop @ tanah merah and trained instead. ahhahaha. then we went to watch 500 of summer, its a nice show but we all were kinda falling asleep.. haahahah. daniel even slept! before the movie, went to ljs to eat.. bought a combo meal and we all shared. hahahaha. then after the movie we went walking around and decide to go out of town, so... we bused to vivo! haahhaha. hmmms.... then we went to the ''roof'' first, enjoyed the view and walked in the water thingy.. then daniel did pole dancing! LOL! got a video of it. damn funny, his school in aust teaches tehm pole dancing, how cool! ahahhaha. then the boys tried forcing aishah to eat royce choco but she refused because it has alcohol in it. so yea... then somehow all came quiet. hahahaha. then went to burger king to eat, me, alvin & daniel shared fries and onion rings while aishah eat her burger. ahahaha. then later went to toy'r'us and play. hahahaha. funfunfunnn! then went to burger king again to buy drink and get the crown thingy. ahahah! damn retard eh. we wore the crown and walked around vivo, then wanted to go sentosa but was already 7plus so yea.. we went to "roof " again.. hahahaha. we sat down and played truth or dare! DAMN FUN! we dared daniel to go ask a girl for her number and he really went! so daring! then i got dared to kiss aishah on the cheeks so i did it too. and daniel also got dared to kiss aishah on the cheeks. he did! hahahahha! so aishah got kissed twice on that day. LOL! then we dared alvin to sing the national athem out loud. and aishah didnt have any dare i think.. hahahahah. hmmms! then we stopped playing , so we sat down and chat.. then laid on the ground to look @ the stars, there wasnt much stars that night. so yea... hahahaha.then around 8plus9, we left, bused 10 all the way to the busstop after my school.. haahah. told daniel how to get home and me, aishah & alvin bused 2 home. i felt sick uh.. was kinda dizzy and all.. haahhah. reached home, got nagged damn little even though i was like a hour late? i think its okay uh. hahhaha. was out of home for 11 hours that day. how awesome! then @ home, realise i got a fever. hhahahah. then nothing much uh.. hahahhaha. then next day, which was yesterday, woke up late. hahaha. cause slept late. then still had a little fever but didnt bother.. ahhahaha. went to school, went up class.. got caught by dm for wearing pe and not bringing my uniform.. hahhhaha. then was cold sweating in class. gosh! hahhahah. well, got ACCUSED of cheating, so talktalktalk to teacher, nothing much.. welll, then went to music room, checked scripts then went for recess, no, i didnt go for recess. i asked someone help me buy drinks then i was kinda trying to write my reflection thingy. hahaha. but only manage to write 2 lines! LOL! then went back to music room, checked more scripts and guess what, i only pass english, and failed sci, lit & chinese! hahaha. how amazzing! hahahaha. but i did improve! hahahahah. goodjob! haahhahahaha. then went back to class for pw, did some stuffs then lefft class early with regine, panda, ken. mathias and songjun because of dragon boating. hahhahaha. then go canteen, then later regine, panda and all came down, chatted and all. then later went to foyer to assemble then the netball girls(sec1) played truth or dare. was pretty funnf i guess. hahahaha. then later went to kallang there to dragon boat, was in the same group as nadia, kelsey, sharifah, songjun and some more peeps, dont really know them.. then yayayaya.. OHYA!, nadia and i was splashing water @ each otehr and the other groups was laughing @ us. but it was so funnn! during the end of it, the debriefing time, reuben nearly faint cause he was dehydrated. haiiyoooo! hahahahah. then then then!!,,, went to kallang KFC with nadia, tahira, azra, panda, mich and mandeep.. chatted hell lots. gossips and all. ahahahhaha! funnnfuunnnfff! ahhaahha. then took bus1o back with nadia mich & mandeep.. Chatted hell lots with nadia in the bus. funfunfun! she rocks uh! ahhaha. mich and mandeep alighted first. then i alighted @ my school bus stop, waited hell long for bus 14 or 45 to come, guess what, both bus come @ the same timing. how amzing. hahahaha. then reached home, showered and all, and i still had fever. hahahahah! then went to sleeppp! ohya! need to thank nadia for lending me 4bucks! pay u back soon! hahahha.. then slept, didnt go school today cause of my fever' and im kinda lazy too.. hahahaha. so did nothing much.. hahaahhahah! then hmmms.... went to meet ^^ just now for a short short while then yeayeaps. home again. damn boring day!! hmmms. tmr no schoool, so yea. no plans still.. monday also no school. hmmms.! ohokayokay, byeeee! the part highlighted is the part which i enjoy;D

I'll miss it D:

2009-10-13T23:06:00.000-07:00

Awwww.. ImissItD:

I'll definately miss frisbee.

Started playing it since i was 10.

Never did it fail to cheer me up. iloveithelllots.

All my years in primary school since primary 4, never did it pull me down.

Seeing all my juniors playing the game i love.

talking to them, can already cheer me up. their just so hyper @ times.

Talking to all my seniors, awesome! through frisbee,

i learnt so much, i met so much people.

life wouldnt be so great without frisbee.awww, iloveit!

i really cant believe that its gonna end soon.

Im so glad to know that more&more people who love frisbee.

those that have a passion for frisbee just like me.

Thanks mr tan, thanks for teaching and everything.

2009-10-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

Toda.. woke up with a 'not-so-good' mood.. prepared and off to schoollk. took same bus.. then didnt talk much.. reached school. met lala and mandeep and regine.. then walk up... hmms... today was science paper. pretty hard i guess. i was so irritated by .................. just some peeps. then after paper... met lala and mandeep. went for chinese listening comprehension. quite okay uh.. hahahhaahhah.... then went down canteen find mandeep, went to cold strage then ronadols, tooks same bus as andres too, he going jenny deli. hahahah... thanks lala for the treat. then lala mum came, send me home as they was going see doctor which clinic was very near my house. hahahha. then nothing much luh.. then reached home, tried to sleep but was so darn noisy till i got so fedup so just lie on my bedd.. then msgmsgmsg, well, cried a little, im sucha !@$TY@$#%^&%#$@#. then on comp, use comp, mood was still reall bad... then got so frustrated, off comp. went to jog, i realise, whenever im feeling unhappy, exercising do help to lessen the burden or unhappiness.. seriously true eh, hahahha... just came back not long ago. jog till sweat like craps. felt so darn good. theen did 3 times of suicide. realise that im gonna be dead when training start.. AHHHHHH!! whole body aching now. neck hurt like @$#%^, shoulder, think im gonna dislocate it someday, legs, NOHOPE ah!. hmmms.... haven eaten after ronadols, hahah. goodgood. diet manxz! no luh eh. just trying to save $$$$$$! now, current mood, still kinda like shit but better. i use exercise to relieve stress and unhappiness i see. hahahah! feel so retarded. i seriously hate my health status! i wonder what if one day, i really injured myself and cant do heavy sports anymore, i wonder what will happen to me. i would be so depress manxz! ahhhhhh. dont think dont thinkk. touchwood! hahahhaha. i feel so regrettful now. AHHH!

2009-10-12T01:54:00.000-07:00

YOHey! ohokayokay.. on saturday, @ bout 5 plus, decided to go shop. went to bugis with my mummy, didnt buy anything. saddd! hahahha. so it was window shopping instead. OHOH, on the way back in mrt, saw ms cheng,. talktalk with her while msgingtoo. ate dinner @ kampong glam, malay food. sedaapppp! hahahaah. then on sunday, hmmmmm.... sunday! what did i do.... hmmms.. stayed at home the whole day i think. met up with ^^ under blk,walked around neighbourhood, then ^^ went to talk to acap while i went to buy my bbt! hahahha. shiookkk! hahahaha. then reached home, slack slack slack! didnt study. today! monday. hmm, woke up, got ready for school. went to sch with alvin. then reached school, met regine, then went down meet mandeep and lala, then meet regine again. wentt to class together. history paper is easier then i thought.. haahhahah.. then waited for alvin class to be release then after his class release, never come find me!! evill, despite me waiting hahahha! then went to bedok inter, walked to mrt with fizah angel patrice alvin weiloon syed and others. hahahahhaa. then went to bedok inter kfc with fizah angel and patrice. after that, went walking around inter, then went back buy cheese fries. then went to play ground and slack. ahahha. then we play. hahahaha. damn childish but funnnf! ahhahahaaha. then reach home, did nothing. hahaha. slack slack slack. sooo... BYEBEY

yoyoyoyoooo!

2009-10-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

HmmmmmS!, didnt post since wed, so sorryyyy. so lets start from thurs, THURSDAY!, EOY started and first was english paper 1, quite easy, paper2, pretty okay too. school end at 12, went to slack i think. then nothing much already.. friday, which was yesterday chinese paper, i think im gonna fail! wakakakak. paper1&2, did like $%#^!#$%^$$#/. school ended at 11.30, went home with ^^... ^^ came to my house, we slacked at my house till like 6plus then ^^ left. hmms, watched tv, played xbox, hear music, studied and all uh. funfunfunfun! hahahahahahah. then after that, i started on my 1000 words essay,, but didnt manage to type out 1000 words, handed up my essay with only 800++ words... but the teacher still say its goooddd! wakakakakaka! today! woke up pretty earlyyy, @ bout 10 plus i think, msgmsgmsgmsgmsgmsgmsg , then talkkkk on phoonnnneeee, then later get out of my room, went to buy fooooddd, then msgmsgmsg more, then here i am, possting..

Opps!

2009-10-07T04:30:00.000-07:00

Helloooo! Opps! didnt post since saturday... sunday, nothing much really.. monday, hmms. school as usual. then tuesday, yesterday.. nothing much really. didnt go for maths, stayed but waiting for alvin, did some self study! yay me! :D then went home, then today! school as usual. sci first, mrs samuel got moodswings.. then recess, with ms ng, then went back class.. F&N, didnt do anything but talktalktalk with aikanshi, jyoti & angelica. funfunfun! we hate the same person@ hahaahaha. then was history, boring. then was pw&asembly, watched marley & me. nearly slept. but jasper woke me up. then Xk, patrice & panda cried i thnk. then stayed back studied a little, then went home, slack first before going home, slack till 4 plus.. went home, watched tv, eat, went to walk doppy, and here i am. EOY is TMR!! OMG! ahhhhhh. ohohokayy. byebye!

heyhey!

2009-10-03T22:41:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!yoyoyo! hmms. yesterday, woke up, msg msg msg and last minute decision, went out with ^^, hahahahahha. went to vivo, then to town, in town, went to paragon, taka, cine, wheellock, heeran and ion. ahhahaha. went to look for ^^ shoe. hahaha., but so in the end, all dont have the size, ahhahahah.haahhaha. then walkwalkwalk, ate @ taka, then walk more, bought my royce chocolates! yummmyy~! then around 7plus? left for home, reached home @ bout 8 plus, pretty early still so decided to slack first. so slack under blk first uh,. then ^^ send me home, ^^ came up then ran down cause my aunt house door open. hahahah! damn funny uh. then reached home, went down again, to help bro buy food, then went home, used comp, msgmsgmsg, and watched tvv, played with doppy, and sleppt! hahahaha. then today, woke up, msgmsgmsg, use comp, ate my royce chocolates.. shared it with family :D then here i am. did my project work template. im getting boreedddd,~~! hahahahahah. cant wait, later gonna go wedding! woohoo whooshh! hahahahah. shall update later, maybe uh.. :D:D:D!

Doppy Oh doppy!

2009-10-02T03:23:00.000-07:00

HEELLOOO~! yayayayayay! today is like an awesome day somehow, somewhat. okay, day start with a moody sleepy me. was REAL sleepyy, didnt want go school, but i did cause EOY is coming. hahaha. then during chinese, somwhow slept uh. teacher also cant do anything. ahahahh! then was sci, kept complaining sleepy to mrs samuel. she's fun! hahahah. somehow, somewhat. ahhahahahah!! hmmmms.... after that was english, gosh i hate it! buts its so important! argghhhh~~~!! then was cme, do maths instead, when school bout to end, got scolded by ms lim -.-! uncool! ahahhahahahah. then went to find lala and mandeep, waited for lala, then went canteen. studied okay! but very little uh. ahahahaha! hmms... then chatted hell lots! hahahahah. funfunfunff! hmmmmmmmss!, went home @ bout 3 plus, reached home, saw new PUPPY! WOOHOO WHOOSHHH! so super duper darnit CUTE! ahhhhh,, name" DOPPY!' my sis and bro named it uh, damn cute uh. lovesit! ahahhahahh. thats like the best part uh. HAHAHAHA! then use comp, tilll now, webcaming with ^^. hahahahahha. hmmmmms.... nothing much uh. hahahahhaha. im still very sleeppp...

Pictures

2009-10-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

Im just real bored, so upload some pictures from my phone aye,

i know the pictures aint nice or anything. just keep it to yourself aye,

unless its gooddd,. ahhahaha! ohokayokay, byebye.

Its a yummmyy lollipop! hahaha. nice aye.

2009-10-01T05:02:00.000-07:00

Heyy! obviously, no more hate tags, deleted the old ones. no new ones aye. ahahhaha. hmmmms!, yesterday... went school, then after school.. what did i do.. ohya! had assembly. totally boring uh, leg cramp luh. tehn after school, me being a good girl, went home straight. hahahaha! hhhhmmmmmssss! then use comp as usual uh. today! SUPER weird, awkward, fun, but pretty loving it yea.. hahahah. went school, then was lit first. boring, then sci, pretty okay uh, then english, did PW instead, awesome aye. hahahahah. hahahahahah. then after schooll, stayed back with mandeep, I ACTUALLY STUDIED!! woohoo whoosh! took down notes from textbook for sci. tmr should be studying tooo. while studying was waiting for ^^ to finish his oral. he was damn fast uh. ahhahaha. then he came meet us, then he left to library studyy too, then later mandeep left @ bout 3plus uh.. then i alone @ canteen taking down notes lorh. later, ^^, fizah, amirza, adli came find me. ahhahaha. then laugh laugh uh. ahhahahaha. then walked to mrt with fizah & ^^, ahhahaha. me and ^^ slack under my block, my bro saw us!! argghhh! then later my bro went home & camme down again, to disturb us, ARGGHHH~!! ahahhaha. then they seems to click well pretty okay, leaving me alone, ganging up to disturb me, damn awkward uh. i like 'quarreling with my bro'' haahhaha. totally weird and awkward canzx! uncool! hahahahahah. nevermind, bro so good, treated me and ^^ drinks, hahahaha, then went home with bro, mum @ home too, haahhahaha. then use comp, chatted with jon. awesome. ahahhaha. nicenicenice. so today was WEIRD, FUN, AWKWARD! so with bro around, we didnt do or talk much i would say,. ahhh, so uncool uh. ahhaahha . jkjk.. hahahahahah. imiss&love^^ now. arghhh.. hahahaha. okayokay, byebye!

2009-09-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

wellll, heyyy peeps/haters!!! didnt post since saturday... hmms.. sunday.. what did i do... nothing much i guess.. used comp, ate mac for dinner/supper. talktalk on msn, then watch watch tv, sleepsleep. hahhahahaha!! monday, went school, first was chinese, did some chinese letter writing test thingy. UNCOOl. hhahahhah! then hmms.. stayed back awhile with lala and mandeep, whoah! i love yesterday manzx. specially after school. hahhahaha. was like, SO COOl!! hahahahahaha. then waited for someone, went back together, walked to mrt, took bus from there. hmmmm.. then reached home, talked on phone for a short short while. then msgmsgmsg my dearest rocker! hahahahaha. LOlll@ im damn bored now... then half way msging, fell asleep, later woke up, msgmsgmsg again, more. didnt really use alot of comp yesterday as sis doing her art... hahahahah. then chatted online and blahblahblah. then today! went schoool as usual. kinda rush uh, managed to catch my bus. hmms.. then went buy drink, finally i reached school earlier then mandeep and lala again. hmms. then went up class lorhh. thenthen... ms lim didnt come. so math was funnnff! hahaha ! then PE!, love it muchs! did my test today. hahah. frisbee. funfun! then did random passing with the BOYS! LOl. more fun to play with them then girls, then later must test idk wht match thingy, so fast finish de. EEk! hahahahhah. then went for recess early, quickly change after pe, loaned someone my pe shirtt. hahhahah... groossss yea? i dont mind uh. hahahhaha. the person also dont mind. then didnt eat. bought drink then talktalk, went locker, took books. history was boring. english was also boring, ms tan was being evil, lindsey cried for no dumb reason, weirrdddd classs~! hahahah. but @ times fuunnnnf! hahahahha. then was lit, didnt do much either. then was geog, prettyyy funnnf. jasper made me and aza laughed like helll. hahahhahha. then left bout 10 mins, ms diana went to staff room, some other teacher came in, slack slack slackkkk!!! hahahah. ended school. walked to lala class they not at there, walked back to wait for mandeep, chatted with alvinnnn! hahahah. he accompanied me wait for mandeep, then later went to second storey, syakirah was chasing hasbi, LOl. then asked alvin to help syakirah but no use.. hahahha. went off first, met lala, then went to eatttt. alvin left, left me, lala and mandeep, went for math, its like, finally i go, then darnit! i got chased out!!!! how idiotic isit?! i never go ms lim scold, i go mrstan scold. WTH@#$%!! hahahhaha. like seriously, argghhh@ then waited for mandeep with michaela @ library, saw aziz, he talked to me, said something dumb, '' didnt dance'' to me. LOl. meaning he never dance luh. ahhahaha. idk why, then said byeby as he was leaving,. hahahahaha;. then finally mandeep came, then went to ronadols, slackslackslack! chatted lots i guess. then left @ bout 4 plus. i think.. reached bus stop, saw hammond, maine and pat! hahahha. miss them luh. but didnt really talk, just a simple hi bye. hahahahahhaha. then reached home, no one @ home. im homealone again! EEk! ahhhahaha. nevermind. got freeedooommmmm!!!~~ LOL. can do anything i want. mess up the kitchen! hahahahaha. mum's gna kill meeee. hahhahahah. my mood this few days are UP & DOWN! hahahah. moodswinggs! i guess. arghhhh~@ ahhahahahaha. so darn boredd.. examss are coming! 9 more days if im not wrong. ahhhahahahah. :P

Haters? pfft.

2009-09-26T23:29:00.000-07:00

heyyyyy! pretty nice day, mood also pretty nice.
hahahahha. so obviously, more haters for me, yay!
ohya, bout my last post, i didnt mention names,
A and E can really just be anyone, so comment all you want.
go ahead, day im a bitch or whtsoever cause i dont give a damn.
been called a bitch, flirt everything u can think of, so why would i care if it was YOU saying it?? hahahahhaha. feelling so random, hyper and happy.
obviously for some reason. teeheezx! anyway, my blog so i can pretty much say wht i want on it. so i can type my feelings and all on it, so comments? dont give a shit yea. just how a bitch would behave right? hahahhah!! seriously couldnt be bothered with life anymore. with haters, whats the point of being upset just because of them? what they hate bout me is actually wht i love bout me :D wahahhaakakakk! if you're not happy with me, or wht i blog bout, then dont read my blog, it'll just make you go bliinnnddddd!! hahahahahahhaa. im sort of GILA now yea. hahahahh. yesterday! slept @ 3 plus i think. well, around there. hahahhah. then woke up @ 11plus today. hmms.. watched tv in room till 1plus then come out of roommyyy. then used comp lorrhhh! was on comp yesterday from afternoon 3plus? tillll 1am plus....! woohoos! then msg msg msg! and sleeepppppp..... hahhahahahhaahahha. i think im going crazyyy.. hahahhahah! maybe because i have wayy too much on my mind that no one will know bout. or maybe its all the haters making me famous! which which???? hahahhahah! ahhh.. i lovee to be crazy, its would be sooooo niceee! not having to worry bot a shit in this world! just live and die! wakakakakkaka! okayokay, BYEBYEEEEEE!!!

boohooo!

2009-09-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

mood WAS okay, but now, mood is BOOHOO!
thanks to arggh! dont want mention names uh.
i just cant stand people who are so bias luh.
& still make it so obvious! so ARGGHHHH!!!
so yea, my mood now like craps, feel like killing someone.
so today was nothing much, woke up, watched tv, talked on phone,
used comp and here i am, eating and blogging...
seriously, 'E', why are you so bias to her? u like her uh?
how are you even worth to be a peerleader?! u totally doesnt rocks lah
you look down on people as if you're oh so perfect which the truth, you oh so NOT! you're not evern worth to be living in this world lah! GND. go fck her upside down lah. since there is no one ealse who will be willing to let u fuck. & please, you think you're ohso big? so what if you're rich, means you can look down or insult people isit? do you even know who are the people you're insulting, do u know them inside out? i doubt so. cause you hangs out with bytoch like 'A'. being rich doesnt mean anything. you cant buy friends with ur darn money.
& 'A', who you think you are? actting oh so big , pretty, smart and everything you're so not. others might be scare of you but NOT ME! get it? badmouth people like you're so good, so loved by friends when the fact is, you're so not loved by anyone. you're just a pathetic girl badmouthing poeple to get attention. yea, you got the attention of people thinking you're just another bytoch. say im a bitch, say im a flirt, say whtever you want, but you better not cross the limit, or i swear you're gonna regret.

Kinda love & hate today.

2009-09-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

Love the part where i laughed trucks lots.
hates the part where some ducks are so effing bias to some bytoch. its sucks okay! morning, didnt get to buy my drink as i was late and stupid prefects dont allow me to buy drinks, soooo i asked mrs samuel help me buy & she really bought it! yay! first was chinese. BORING!!! then was science, took my drink from mrs samuel, then was english, OhSoBoring! hahaha. can sleepppp... hmmpphhh! then recess, bought drink again, went to staircase slack, walked off cause tak boleh tahan uh. went back class, laughedd alot thanks to retard adli! & errol. hahahahaha. then was cme, did pw instead. went comp lab, redo my group speecchhhh! then blahblahblah. dingdong! school end, went class took books, went locker then went to the interview area thingy.. our class interview first.. then the interview doesnt rock lah. not even like an interview. more like just pure talking, then after that, find lala and mandeep @ canteen, went to ronadols to eatt. then went back school, laughheeddddd HEELLLLL LOTSS! loves this part luh. was so so so so fun & hilarious! was trying to find mandeep pressure point luh. so hard for me.. ahahahhaha.. then wait for someone interview finish, then we left school, mich mum fetched her, mandeep went home alone. i went home with ^^, then slackslackslack, @ bout 5plus? or isits 4plus? not sure, went home, reached home, bathed, laid on bed, watchh tvvv, thinks bout stufffss, then talkked on phone, cook my dinner, spaghetti,mash potatoe, meatball with cheese sauce, cook it all by my own!! yummmmyyyy~! hahahahhaha. then watched more tvv, used comp & here i am! ahhahahahah. after going ronadols, mood was good, hyper too. hahhha.upupup! before that, mood was pretty baddddddd! downdowndown!~ now... kinda hyper.. i dont know why too. hahhahahahahahha. hahahahahahha! boredboredbored!

2009-09-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

I said things that i'll never make it.
just like how i said,
''I'll forget you,'' but i really just cant.
''I couldnt be bothered,'' but i find myself thinking of it every single time.
"I dont mind it,'' but i find myself crying over it.
''Im not angry,'' but i feel anger.
"Im not sad or moody," but i feels like shit inside.
daily, I really find myself crying over stuffs like this.
A daily dose of alone time, finding myself weepings over simple stuffs.
Not being able to express my heartfelt feelings to anyone but myself,
I ask myself" wht did i do wrong?'' and it come to mind, EVERYTHING
Maybe im not good as a friend, or even just a person...
I get so troubled over this, i dont know why.
Am i fake? bogus? wht am I ?!

2009-09-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

have not been posting daily yea.. my aunt took back her laptop so may not be posting daily anymore.. hahahahha. so.. last post was on 21 sept.. hmms..
22sept, tuesday. nothing much. ms lim didnt come school. so got this relieve teacher.. blahblahblah, geog also relieve teacher. ma diana didnt come too.. then didnt go math remedial AGAIN :D, went for netball, mood was like shit in sch, netball, WORST lah. thanks to coach. training not yet start then i use phone also wrong? wtf.. the he take my phone and still read my msg all! arrrggghhhh~! but lucky in the end he gave back. if not.... comfirm mood is shittyshit! hmms... then got what uh... went home, showered, used comp, slept for a while, talked on phone, watched tv, as usual... ahahhahaha.
23sept,wednesday/yesterday. ahhahahahah. hmms, mood in class was pretty okay i guess. then sci was fun. im starting to like sci ahahahha. but dont really understand some parts. then ms lim came.. boring. math was killing.. then got scolded like craps anyway... hahhahaha.. then school ended, stayed bacl with fizah, chatted quite much.. mood was okay then, then after that, mood wdas like craps. seriously.. then talked on phone and alll. usual thing lah.. hmmms.... TODAY! 24sept, HAPPY 2nd month to me!
hahahaahahha. hmms, then mood was damn shitty today, moody day.. hahahah. sci was fuunnn today enjoyed it lots. hahahaha. @ times was hyper. after find ms lim, then didnt call parents, craps, wanted her to call... hahahhah. then went back home after that...reached home, talk on phone, slept awhile, was tiredd... the woke up, msgmsgmsg, talked on phone again. then use comp and here i am uh... OHYEA! got selected for peerleader, need go interview tmr :O!
anws, i miss wongweilin, linjialin,huilian,grace & co, becky,jovy,wenyu too!

DontTrustMe,

2009-09-21T03:47:00.000-07:00

Heyyyy!~ Im bored... Anyway, yesterday..
Nothing much really happened.. did do anything much..
used comp, then webcamed, msgmsgmsg, talktalk on phone.
the end! nothing much seriously.. was bored to deathh!
Today! had real fun! haahahhaah.
hmms, woke up, msgmsgmsg, watched tvvv! then huilian came.
watched tv, used laptop, then pat and derrick came..
talked talked talked, laugh laugh laugh! then use more comp,
watch more tv. then we went down to market, they eat their dinner.
i drink wateer and see them eat, steall some from them hahahhahah.
then not long ago, they left.... now im bored at home alone with mummy..
tmr have school, gonna be soso bored and tiring..
have yet to do anything, SHITTYSHIT! hahahahah.. ohmy! ahhahahah.
now really damn bored.. surprisingly, didnt talk on phone today. D:
okayokay, imissmypeepsalot! ahahha, BYEBYE!!

to all malays.

2009-09-19T10:13:00.000-07:00

SELEMAT HARI RAYA!

moody/hyper?

2009-09-19T09:42:00.000-07:00

heyyy... apparently, my mood this few days are crappy.
been pretty moody yet hyper both.. feel seriously like craps
so yea.. today was nothing much really...
went to tamp with sis, met my cousin, went to walk around..
then went to t1, eat @ kopitiam, then walked around.
see see things, saw sharon, then later saw jialin too,
she was with her friends.. only knew shermin hahahahah.
then walked shopped @ tamp.. nothing much.
later met aunt and uncle, went to have dinner and home we went.
hahahahah. reached home, helped sis packed her bags/
she's leavbing the country tmr. hahahah. then i can have my bedroom back!
hahahha. not that im evil, just want my roomy.. hahaahhaah..
then used lappy, talked on phone and here i am.. hahahhahaah.
glad that jon is no longer upset thanks to his church..
should i start going church too? i only want go those youth service type.
howhowhow?? hahahhaha. shoulder have been aching this few days,
not sure why.. ahhhhh! EOY coming, and im so lazy to study..
too much of a slacker? shittyshit! who want study with me?? lallalala..

2009-09-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

Some random pictures.

WeBelongTogether.

2009-09-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

hello.. today, went to school, missed my bus.
so was kinda late from my usual time. first was chinese.
pretty okay did some test, science was next, did some test by myself,
then was english, didnt do much.. then was recess, didnt eat, bought drink then went to class, then went to find some people with regine, went locker for fun, then recess ended, had math for like 45 mins plus, remaining did frogs.
then school ended, went locker with mandeep put things.. then went to pizzahut again, this time with mandeep, michaela, regine. firdaus,ash & yudi. had fun i guess. then went to buy ice cream from mac, i bought and 'creamed' regine, hahahhahaha. hmmms... then me,lala,mandeep chased the bus then teh rest slowly walking, so we reached school first, waited for them at school bus stop. then went for training, started early, trained in ISH as it was raining.
then today was pretty much slacking,.. hahahahha.
then got this new girl, veronica fong, regine fong cousin..
then played court game, got once is sec1 alone again, against upper sec.
managed to score a few, YAY us! hahahhaha. then nothing much,
as usual, coach talked to us first, praised lala, mandeep, regine, me, jessica i think. hahahah. woohoo whoosh us! hahahha, then went home lo..
anw, this few days, i dont know why, but im always moody yet hyper, so if i give u attitude or anything, ignore me uh. mood is downdowndown, yet kinda hyper @ times, i really dont know whats wrong with me luh! shittyshit! hahahah. byebye!
ps// Jon- CHEERUP!

HeYoh!

2009-09-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

okay, current having some damn family meeting thingy,
effing bored, going some stuffs, Sis(s), mum cried i guess.
not me though.. hahahha. im ignoring all of the craps, ohwell, trying to..
im very fcukup now. thanks to it. damnit! haiiyooo..
OhWell, today didnt go school.. too lazy and my ankle hurts.
thanks to netball it still hurts. so argghhhhh!
then woke up @ 11plus.. then used laptop,
@ bout 3plus i guess, went to bedok inter mac to meet prettyerbabe!
ate @ mac, DUH! hahahaha. then ate happymeal with her,
the toy was superduper cute luh, but didnt take home D;
hahaha.. then later sharon came, chatted hell lots! hahahha.
had much funnnf! then reached home, did nothing much,
went to have dinner @ bout 8plus with aunt. hahahhahah..
then its now, having some idiotic stupid family meeting.
ohoh, took some pictures, shall upload later or so,
if i blogger allows me too. sometimes too lagg..

ps. hey dad, if you're reading this, STOP READING uh. its IRRITATING! you're always negative to us, how u expect me to be optismistic? just stop.

BYEBYE people!

Awesome Day, i guess.

2009-09-16T05:08:00.000-07:00

school as usual, sci, mrs samuel didnt come. mr goh came in for her. class disturbed jasper, say is his father. then was recess. ate sliced fish noodles. quite okay uh. after that was F&N, did baking, baked cupcakes, partnered with saywei AGAIN! -.-/ so irritating luh. arhhh! then end le, walked back to class, walked pass 1f, gave sharon & alvin 1 cupcake each. so i was left with one. ate it during history lesson. hahahaha. then was project work.. but did maths for 2 period first cause no assembly. hahahah/ nearly sleeppppp. then had project work lo... got 5 minutes break in between... the got briefed and alll luh.. released late.. hahahah. then went home straight after school. changed, watched tv, msg msg msg, then went to meet grace,jialin,huilian & andres. saw meiqi and all. then slack slack, camwhored much! like hell lots! hahahahha. i love them. we were damn random luh.. then @ bout 4plus5 went home... then later use comp, talked on phone, hmms, got disturbed by bro, sis & sis. like WTH luh. so yea.. then chatted and all... use comp and just showered, now using comp & eating dinner. okay. byebye!

Babyboy

2009-09-15T04:00:00.000-07:00

so had math first. did class tesst, gonna fail it i think.
then was pe, played frisbee, half way stopped playing,
did some passing with songjun, funfun. hahahah.
then damn saywei kept cheying. threw the disc hardly at saywei, hitted him! ;D hmms, recess with lala & mandeep..
history was totally BORING! english.., went through papers..
watched some pronunciation video thingy...
after that was lit, miss yap ''talked'' to whole class.
more to scolding, so irritating luh she.. hate her!
then was geog, pretty okay i guess... hahahhaha.
then end of school, waited for mandeep for like 30mins?
damn long, thanks to mrs tan ky.. she sucks like hell lots!
then went to eat, coach came to sit with us...he went through mandeep itouch, so funny luh.. kept talking bout songs, singers and alll.hahhaha.
then went to find regine awhile.. then started netball..
ran 4 rounds, played game, one time mix, second time sec 1 one team.
did drills.. (square) got scolded, then did spuare ourselves(sec 1s)
lala& i shouted like hell.. injured, i think sprained my ankle..
because idontknow who threw the ball badly, so must sudden stop then boom, im injured! hahahhahhaha. was kinda hyper today, but also kinda moody..
hurts damn lot but continued, then limping now uh.
after netball, coach talked to sec 1s for awhile.. then home i went!
here i am, reached home@ bout 6.30 i guess... hahahhah. tired tired tired!
okayokay, pretty much it.. if u see my tmr walking, most likely will be limping! hahahah. OhOkay, BYEBYE! toodles.

2009-09-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

me being retard&sis eating.
jialin,grace,huilian& me!

Jialin,Grace,Huilian&me!

samesame.

the idea was bullying jialin!

Grace,huilian & Me!

25minutes.

2009-09-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

HeYohs! wokeup, prepared & stuffs, left for school
was SOSO tired luh... reached school find mich,
brought my drink, then went up to class. then.......
first lesson-Chinese, almost fell asleep, cause too hot, cant sleep.
and teacher too noisy. hahhaha. then was recess. ate, buy drink again.
then was english, okOkay uh.. then was digital photography.
took some retard photos uh. hahhahahah. hmmmmss...
after it was math! B.O.R.I.N.G! didnt understand anything uh.
then school end! stayed back awhile with mandeep, brought milo to drink
then mandeep followed me home, changed, take laptop, hmmss....
went to mandeep house, was actually supposed to meet jialin all, then they say cant make it all, then i want to mandeep house lo. then later say can meet.
so i left mandeep house @ bout 3plus.. then took bus 10 to tamp.
reached @ 4 i think. then went to find grace, jialin,huilian&xinyi lo.
then they eating, i left 2bucks, so cant eat. hahaha. boohoooo.
then chatted hell lots. then left @ bout 5.30, went to jialin house.
webcammed , shall upload later. hahhahah. hmms....
@ bout 6.20, left her house, went to blk 33 slack, then went to fetch grace sis.
went back home after that... then used lappy, lend sis used..
then watched tv, & here i am. haahaha. okayokay.
BYEBYE!, had awesome day today i guess.

WhenThereWasMe&You.

2009-09-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

hmms. yesterday.. didnt post cause cousin used the laptop.
hmms. used comp for a super long time during the day.
around 1.15, went to bath and allll..... hahhahahaha.
then @ bout 2, went to meet me favourite,
after meeting him, went home, used comp again.
ate my sushi.yummmmmmmyyyy! then later prepared.
left for lala house. waited for bus 14 very long.
bout 15 mins i guess. hahahahah.. then reached lala house,
watched tv with her, then tried using my laptop,
but couldnt connect to the internet. hahahahha. so i was real bored.
then used lala laptop, we both used it, then checked out SAS.
so jealousof that school. lovesit can! it has like 3 pools in it. how cool...
hmms... then later ate dinner @ her house. had chicken rice i guess.
it was yummmyy too! hahahahhaha. pretty enjoyed.
then later went to park. talktalk abit. then waited for Coolretardpartner to come. then walked home with retardpartner'. shall not mention name ;D hahahhahaha.
talktalktalk then 'someone' kept laughing @ me. so evill! hahahah.
(someone=coolretardpartner, said not to mentioning names le mah)
then half way back saw mrs samuel! LOL yea?!
was like, shock uh. hahahahahha. then walk walk walk.
reached home@ 9.59pm. just nice before 10 like i said. hahahhaha.
so accurate yea? hahahahha. so used comp.. msgmsgmsg.
mum bought macs for me ;D super late supper.
then chatted on phone, then @ bout 3, slept/.
today!, was supposed to go church with dad, but i was too lazy.
so i didnt go, feeling so guilty. cause i promised him i would go.
but thanks me for being a good friend listening to someone talk last night,
i was so tired today. see, ima good friend ;D LOL. bhb me!
hmms, woke up late.. then later used comp..
then was afk for an hour i guess. hahahhaha. was helping sis out.
then here i am ;D hahahahahhahah! okayokay./.byebye!

superman||

2009-09-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

Who will be my superman?
Whts the meaning of love?
some say' to love, is to give and not ask for anything in return.'
while some say 'loving someone is to let the person be happy'
there's so many more, which is the true one?
which one should i follow? huh? huh? huh?
okay.. woke up @ 11 plus, used comp awhile.. then showered,
and prepared, went to school pass things, then went to meet lala&mandeep.
went to pizza hut, ate there, then went to video ezy see videos loh..
then went back to sch, went for training.. hmms, ran 8 laps,
then played short game. then did square, after first set,
me& mandeep stopped, i felt damn weak that i was shivering,
mandeep was sick, now she has high fever, take care babe!
then rest, didnt do second set. then later felt much better.
play short game again.. hahahahhaha. then later break,
played full court game. funfun. tough but fun..
then ended training, took same bus as tes, edna, coach!
reached home, showered again, ate quick dinner,
used comp, then left house, chatted with my favourite..
then reached bcc, go for guitar, finished, reached home.
on comp, and blahblahblah! so sorry, but im not in the mood now.
so yea, byebye. real sorry, not in the mood.not anymore.

awesome!

2009-09-10T06:01:00.000-07:00

okay.. today was pretty awesome i guess..
hmms, just reached home not too long ago.
woke up @ 12, slept @ 3 yesterday.. hahaha.
hmms, then woke up, used comp, chatted on phone.
ate Macaroni.. mum cooked it. yummmmyyy~~!
then mum left early as she had some training thingy.
then i was home alone... hahahahha! then @ bout 4plus5
michaela msged me, then prepared, msgmsgmsg, then waited awhile,
then lefted the house. waited for bus damn damn long..
then reached coold storage there, michaela was there already..
went into ronadols to wait for mandeep.. she came pretty fast i guess.
ate already, chatted in ronadols for awhile then went to the park
chatted more & more. hahahahah. msg msg msg. hahaahahah.
then later went to michaela @ bout 7plus? then hmms.....
chattteddd moreee @ her house. then later me & mandeep got force to stay for dinner.hahahhahahha. then hmms... left @ bout 8plus..
walked home with cool retard partner ;D know who??? hahahaha.
thanks ah. hahhaa. ohyea! thanks to mandeep for the shirt too!
hahahhaah. i love them ;D BYEBYE

Problematic life.

2009-09-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO WHOOOSSHHH!
Im SOOOO HAPPYYY!!~~~ hahahhaha.
JONATHAN CHUANG is back! wooohooo whhoossh!
(opps, sorry for mentioning for surname ;D please dont mind)
hmms, today! woke up pretty late.. even though i slept EARLY yesterday.
talked on phone for a short while.., hmms, then use comp..
till now. my day is really boring & short uh.. hahahahah.
yeaps. my sis & dad keeeps commenting on my facebook post.
damn irritating uh.. my life now is like damn problematic uh!
hohohohoho.. okayokay. im hyper now but no one to hyper with.
haiiyoooo,, so saaddd sia. okay.. today is my only free day
yet! im wasting it. hahahha. better start doing my work again.
im very sleepy now! wahahahahah! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
okayokay, ohya! i took the time & practised my guitar! hahhahahah.
whoooosshhh! BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!
&& ohoh, hoho, I LOVE MY DUDES ALOT!

Zonals.

2009-09-08T06:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO! im kinda hyper now ;D
for no little reason im hyper uh.. hahahhaha.
i need to calm down now.. hahahahha!
was just talking to my favourite ;x hmms, lovesit.
so woke up @ 6 plus i think.. then prepared, off i go to bgps.
reuben was there already.. maine was there too ;D
then left schoool, headed to whitesand. then first match was @ 8..
fooled around with reuben & team. hahahhaha.
then treated some peeps milo. hahhaha. then also ate ice cream.
kevin treated me 'pizza' hahahhah. thanks dude. hahahahah.
then latear semi finals & alll. @ first tht the p4 no hope le.
but they proved us wrong they got 3rd.. haahhahah. Grats.
then was p5 semi, as usual high hope, only was worried bout Tk,
but we won them! woohooo whooosh! they got champion..
but this zonals had many injuries. hahahha,. take care peeps!
then later went back to school, took picture with then principle.
hahahahah. then later ate mee siam @ school yummmy!
left my purse in sch.. only founf out @ market..
went to have lunch with mr tan. i didnt eat again though... hahha
so ran back to school, took my purse. hahahah.
then mr tan treated us drinks. thanks cher! hahahahah.
then later went home first, changed clothes. then used comp awhile.
then went for netball, not as tough as before though.. hahahha.
but its pretty fun & tiring,, hahahahahha. hmmmmmmms,,,
then after netball, went home lo. bought bbt before heading home.
hahahahahha.. then showered again.. and talk on phone.
then suppose to be sleeping now as i promised someone to sleep. hahahah.
then now im using comp lo;.. hahahhaha. okayokay... BYEBYE!

dreamschaser.

2009-09-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

I need a dreamchaser;D my dreamcatcher is not helping @ all.
Can i not think bout things&stuff for a minute?
hmms, i want to be myself agaiiinnnnn~~!
hmms, slept @ 3am yesterday, woke up @ 7am today.
slept for 4hours! woke up, get ready, left house @ 7'50,
walked to market, bought something light to eat.. then...
went to bus stop, was damn early.. then reach school, angel was behind..
walked together. waited for franny, then saw aikanshi,
waited for jyoti&ahbil.. walked in together with them.. hahahha.
started math class. was so sleepy.. totally not paying attention luh.
then later 10, lesson end, went home.. took same bus as angel&franny.. hahhaha.
then went to buy my breakfast, something light again.. then went home.
reached home, usesd comp, then @ bout 12 plus 1, fell asleep..
didnt talk to me favourite beause too tired.. then later wokeup @ bout 4plus5?
msged me favourite then talked on phone, used comp..
webcamed with a special someone ;D so funnnf! hahahha.
then later off comp, went down buy project stuff.
bought this big board for project. reahed home, did some work..
then was multitasking alot, was, msging,doing homework, using comp&tv..
hahahha busybusy me ;D its fun & cool to multi task u know hahahha.
yay yay yay!!~ tmr is east zone! woohooo, whooosh!
goooodddyyluckk to juniors! ahahahah. i lovee them. hahhahaha
hohohohohohohohho! im hyper yet i dont have my hyper partner! hahahha.
i want me friends to come back! mandeep, faster come back! jon too!
hahhahahh! i want SCHOOL! holiday so STRESS! hahhaha! BYEBBYYYEEEE!

Colide

2009-09-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

Im in love with the song colide now..
hahahah. its like in my head. hahahah.
im very bored... was chatting with rain,regine,firdaus.
my sis was using the laptop, she chatted with some of my friends
using me account. hahahaha.. so weirdd uh.. hahahah.
so my day was pretty okay i guess.
talked on phone with me favourite;D hahahah.
then msgmsgmsg... tehn nothing much le lorh..
my day was really boring today.. tmr have math class!
shit manxz! holidays are worst then school days.
holiday = less time, more works. how to survive?!
diediedie le ah.. still need do project sia...
i like so sleepy today. hahahahha...
hmmmmsss,, facebook.. thenthenthen.. wht did i do??
Mandeep is in bangkok now.. damnit! hahaha/
hmms, today also did.... NOTHING! hahaha.
BYEBYE!

HELLO!

2009-09-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

first thing first.. he may not read it but..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!
Andres pang! stay happy&cool&awesome!
Last lonq with jovy!

okay... so today was pretty fine i guess.
woke up @ 11 plus, then saw msges..
replied & fell asleep again.. till idk wht time..
then woke up, prepared & went to lala house..
met her @ cold storage as usual.. then went to buy flowers!
for her mum, its her birthday ;D hahahahaha.
then went to ronaldos to eat my lunnch+breakfast.
tehn went off to her house.. hahahah ;D
mandeep couldnt make it D; she went to wedding.
so slack slack slack! then later went to have a lonq walk.
then had dinner there again.. more relatives were there..
hahahahah. then got this cute doggy! hahahhaha.
then went to slack again.. hahahahahhahahaha!
im feeling alot better now. well, better than yesterday.
but sad thing is, Jon left for malaysia today,
he will be away for 5 days! sadsadsad.. hahahahah.
& mandeep leaving for bangkok tmr. sadsadsadsad!
so goonnnnaaa miss them! hahahahh! im very bored now.
BYEBYEBYEBYE!

Family?

2009-09-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

Family? Is mine a family??
I dont think so. i feel hatred towards them.
they doesnt not rock @ all.
they ruin my life, my day.
every single day, my day would be ruined by them.
i try so hard to pleased you people, not to make you guys worry bout me,
& this is what i get?! What is up with this world?!
Thanks for the pain you guys caused to me.
you this bastard, if you're gonna slap me when my parents never ever slap me,
why dont you just kill me? you this fucking bastard.
GOANDDIE LUH! the world will be a way better place without you.
i tolerated & tolerated,& you just reached the limit, so fuck out of my life.
i dont need you, you're NOT WORTHY to be my brother.
you're just a bastard, a fucking no brainer. in ITE, think you so smart?
Eat dump uh! if you know wht is it. fcuk it lah!
why am i trying so hard to pleased this family?!?!
i tried, i really did tried & im tired of trying. so fcuk my patient with people,
so many times, i hurt myself because of this family,
this family cause me bad memories, but im was trying.
i kept everything to myself, i kept my hatred to myself.
but not today! i just told my mum bout my hatred, told her crying.
i cried for i dont know how long, AGAIN. thanks to this family again.
this family, why am i in such a family?!
how long more must i tolerate it?!?! goddamnit!
why cant i have peace @ home?! cant i be happy @ home?!

Weets!

2009-09-04T07:39:00.000-07:00

Shal post a good post first before the bad one uh.
okay. had chinese first. did compo.
listens to music while writing my compo.
hmms, then was sci!, lovesit! mrs samuel is kind,good&awesome today
no moodswings. did very light amount of work.
then she allowed me to eat sweets in class. heheheheh...
then was english, quite okay uh.. i passed my CT4,
then was RECESSS! had it with regine, chatted alot.
then went back to class, talked to ahbil, kinda like scolding her..
hahhahah. then talked to jyoti too. they have issues.
then had maths. boring but quite okay,, more homeworks for holiday.
its not even a holiday for me. must go back sch 4 days.
have hell lots of homeworks to complete. & you call this a holiday?!
hahahha. then ended sch, went to pizza hut with lala,mandeep,firdaus,ash&regine.
hahahahah. shared a meal with mandeep&lala. had fun @ there.
then mandeep treated me & lala STARBUCKS! niceeniceeee!
hahahahahah. thanks babe!went for netball.
hmms, then training was okay uh... played 'captain ball in netball shooting matter''
then need do the stupid dance thingy...then cannot laugh, some idiot laughed, then must do suicide. did 3 & most of us nearly vomit or faint. hahahaha.
we're not strong, hahahah. okayokay. im weak not others.
then play some games i think... hahahahahahah..
then training end @ 5.45pm.. heheheheheh..
&& IM THE VICE CAPTAIN FOR SEC 1! hahahahy sweeeettts@!
went home, saw ^^ @ street soccer court. ^^ send me home.
reached home, sis went out, showered& went out for guitar.
hahahaha;D. then go guitar lo. hahahahah

Im Sorry~.

2009-09-03T04:38:00.000-07:00

To a special someone.
The msg you saw, it really means nothing,
its was a pretty long time ago. its in the past.
Im sorry. but the thing is, i doubt myself, not you.
one thing you can be sure of, its you i love.
not him.. I just doubt myself.. i wont blame u if u doubt me.
cause even i doubt myself yea...
i dont trust myself, cause i lost my confident already.
im lacking of my confident, my faith & everything.
the only thing im very sure of is that.
my heart is set on you& i love you.

Sleepyyy~

2009-09-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

Im pretty.. SLEEPY! & ofc BORED
so had literature for first lesson.. boring oh so awesome miss yap.
she still does not rock at all luh.. iwantmrkhoo!
msging during lesson lo... hahahhah.
then was english.. mehar did his show&tell...
then went through some paper which i do not have..
then was recess. today same as 1A&D,
so spent recess with lala,poojah&mandeep! hahahah.
so.. didnt eat.. drank milo only... heheheheh..
then it was malay! me likey.. chatted with regine.y alot..
hahahahha. then watched upin&ipin again. different stories.
hahahahah.. i like upin&ipin, so cute leh. hahhaha.
then was sci.. no lab as there is gonna be prelims for idk wht..
so cant go lab...sadsad.. did some stuff in class lo.
then was math, did the gradient thingy & stuff..
then was geog. ms diana, SHE SUCKS like HELL!
hate her luh. she is a failure as a teacher. & i mean,FAILURE!
she teaches us, 10 ppl fail. mrs hawazi{sp?}, we all pass, A1 some more
thenthen, ms diana still so fake luh. say she tht my class very good all this craps.
so fake can.. we dont even listen to her lesson... hahahhahaha..
then end sch ^^ went to locker.. then talk talk to lala awhile..
then went to library to find fizah&reginefong.
then went down to bookshop. bought stuff, then ate burger..
after eating, went back to library. then gastric like hell.
hahaahah. now still have gastric, just not as pain as earlier on..
so i didnt do much.. fizah&regine fong did most thing..
i went back first as i was in alot pain. someone accompanied me home.^^
then reached home, no one @ home. so home alone..
mum just reachhed home. hahahah. && hello! im here! ;D
Im still having this strong feeling that something bad is gonna happen to me..
Just wht is it?! i hate this feeling much.. god damnit!

Hunger strike? hahah

2009-09-02T02:29:00.001-07:00

wahahahha! im once again,VERRY BOOREEEDDD!
so today had chinese oral, preetty easy i guess,
was quite nervous at first, but later not so le..
hmms, then before that... let me think...
had science= mrs samuel & her moodswings,
but she's quite good to me ;D. hahahhaha,
then was recess, didnt eat at all.. was in class the whole time,
redo my mindmap, copied info from jyoti, thanks.
then was F&N, managed to complete my mind map..
so im just gonna do a food pyramid for my poster thingy,.. hahahah.
then was history.. went through some stuff,
not sure wht cause i was doing other things like chatting;D
then was project work, went to comp lab,
complete the flash thingy.. totally screwed lah...
thanks to certain peeps. but forget it.. no chance to do anything anymore.
thenn assembly, continued doing pw, hahahh..
then later went to locker, put books then went library,
did my lit test, so gonna fail it i think.. totally rushing uh..
then do finish, went for chinese oral... so basically,
I didnt eat for the whole day!!! so.... just reached home, not long ago.
ohyea, in hall during oral, my classs was like the noisest uh. so funnyyyyy...!
so yeaps.OHOH!&&, thanks lala for the 'ed hardy' shirt, loves it!
shall upload pictures of it!! ;D! i loveit, niceniceee....

shirt on me. DUH!

shirt back.
shirt front again..
the shirt front side,

2009-09-01T07:27:00.000-07:00

FRISBEEE CLANNNNN!~!!!
Sec1s&2s with an extra steven! ahahh. just jokin.

HeYohs people!

im verververy borreeddd!

today, woke up @ 10plus. pretty early for me..

went down market buy A3 paper, market & breakfast/lunch.

bought my yummy nasi lemak for breakfast/lunch.

then went home, talked on the phone, msg & tv i guess.

or was it comp, either way, still real bored.. hahahha.

then later use more comp, chatted on phone again, diff person uh.

hmms, did my f&n work. did my mindmap&draft thingy..

Errrr.... used more comp, watched more tv..

&& msg msg msg!!! hahahahaha. mood was pretty okay..

at times, was feeling down, and times, hyper. hahahha.

then facebook alot! hahahah. then at bout7plus8pm, went down market with sis.

she treated me BBT just cause she wanted me to accompany her.

hmms, then came back home, then continued using comp.

chattchatt on msn, facebook again.. hahhahah.

then also talked on phone ah... hahahhaha.. lalalalal.

now so bored, but kinda hyper. but im aloneee... hahaha.

tmr must go school le, damn bored can! hahahah.

BUHBYE WORLLLDDDDDD!!!!!!

Gosh!

2009-08-31T08:03:00.000-07:00

okay.. saw a real touching post on my frisbee blog.
jul- your post really made me cry.. seriously..
its obviously regarding frisbee..
and yes, i really wonder if i will still be able to play it next year.
Frisbee is the sports that made my interest for sports grow.
without it, i really wonder what will be the difference in me..
i think, really a big diffrence, through this CCA,
i made so many friends, know so many awesome people.
i started playing frisbee since i was 10, till now im still playing.
yes, its just 3 years, but through this 3 years, i know my juniors and seniors.
and i have ALOT of happy memories because if this sport.
whenever im feeling down or so, i just have to go find my juniors to play
& instantly, i'll be happy. they never fail to cheer me up.
& i mean NEVER. no matter what, they will find a way to cheer me up.
i know i can always count on them, but next year,
it will all be different, no more frisbee, less chance of seeing my juniors.
i really really wonder what will happen to me. 'sigh'....
i still find it hard to accept the fact that i wont get to play it offen.
wont get to see my juniors offen & wont get to see mr tan.
I learnt so many stuff,skill and more through this..
Sportmanship, friendship, teamwork, patient etc etc.
no word can describe how i feel bout this sport.
and how unhappy i am bout the fact then it will be hard for me to play it.
I'll definately miss it alot. OMG, im getting more&more emotional as the day goes by.. The Zonals is on next tues, and im gonna make time for it no matter what.
it should be my last year to be able to see the zonals.
hopefully the frisbee clan would stay in contact& all.. i just know,
I'LL MISS FRISBEE ALOT!
&thanks mrtan, thanks for teaching me this sport,
without you, i shouldnt know how to play frisbee.
without you, life would be very tough for me.
because of the way you teaches us, the 3 main rules of our clan,
i know how to relax and just have fun.

Happy Teachers' Day!

2009-08-31T04:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPYY TEACHERS' DAY!
to every teacher in the worldd!
Esp those who have taught me.
MrTan,MrLoh,MrAng,MsCheng,MsMadari,MdmLim,MdmShinah etc etc..
&& i love bgps friends!. they rocks!..
hahahahahah... i love them;D..
hmms, then played frisbee for a awesome long time!
then chatted alot with friends, hugged quite a few and talktalktalk lo..
really awesome day in bgps.. aww, i miss bgps alot!
so my day.. start off with a call from someone..
then woke up, showered/washed up and used comp.
hmms, then msg msg msg, and shimin and eric arrived..
eric too shy to come into my house so we went down and wait for jialin..
chatted while waiting. soon later she came so we left.
so walked to bgps, reached at bout 12 i think.. maybe earlier.
zhenghao,darren and more were there already.. so early...
then i ate my chicken rice and bought drinks..
then chatchat.. called joven, rushed him. once he came,
i chased him around the school.. hahahaha,.
smacked him in the end.. melson also kena smack.. woohoo..
miss them lah.. and joven changed, he grew taller and his voice broke!
hahahah. melson also.. didnt recognised him at first sia.
hahahahha.. then more&more came.. saw khairul too!
saw alot of ppl. AWESOME! then chatted with steven too!
hahahahh.. and some other peeps! hahahha.
hmms, then had frisbee training.. at 3.30, songjun&co left to blk 33.
then, watched videos, juniors did passing and all...
then we play game. yayayayyayy! hahahah.
i loves it! then after training, went to find siyi & co at blk 33,
me,siyi,shimin,eric&cheeping went to eat...
then went home, msgmsgmsg, used comp, showered again..
and lalalla, here i am... so yea..
didnt get to take any pictures cause i was running around like gila girl. LOl.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!!

PICTURES!

2009-08-30T06:59:00.001-07:00

me&jialin

same-same.

me!

okay, so called card.

this is a real spider! i carried it. so cool!a god damnit cute rabbit!Adli getting rape. hahah!

jialin!
weilin,me&jialin,( that day went they came to my house)

jialin&weilin![L] them! i know i look like @!$# !! hahaha. kelsey!Way cute junior!
seniors!Awesome seniors!(some) sec 2 seniors. Sec 2 seniors. acting geeky or so?

FUN AWESOME DAYS!

2009-08-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

YOHS PEEPS!
had an awesome day with lala&mandeep yesterday
went to lala house at around 3plus4. met her and mandeep at cold storage first.
then bought some stuff and headed for her house.
was supposed to do teachers day stuff which we did in the very end.
we slacked too much! had lots of fun. really awesome.
so did this pretty big card for ms ng(netball teacher).
then mandeep left at bout 7plus or 8?
i was forced by lala to stay for dinner. so yea....
then left after completing the card.. so yay us!
then left for home. was msging on the way home..
then today! woke up at 10plus or so.
because of a msg, i woke up.. then msg msg msg....
then msg jialin to come my house! ^^ had lots of fun..
so only jialin came as weilin busy, grace also busy, jovy had tuition.
so yeaps.. we baked cupcakes.. woohoo. its yummy okay,
the cupcakes are at my house now.. cause tmr jialin coming! hahahah.
so yea.. jialin cutted her hair at my house. cam whored.
shall post pictures later i guess. if i bother...
i really cant wait for TMR! can get to see my longlonglong friend!
melson soon jia hao! from nusery to now friends leh..
then can also see joven lim boon yong! ahahhaha..
very long no see them. hahahaha.. && i just miss my friends.
so jialin left at bout 5plus i think.. was really bored after she left.
so msgmsg&msg! then webcam with peep on msn . hahahah.
so funfunfunfunfunf! wooohoooooooo!
okay.. then was being retard with my retard partner jon! LOL.its been so so lonnng!!! hahahhahaha...so theres pictures. click on it to have a better view.
hahahah. shall upload more pictures later.

So aint my day..

2009-08-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

Today is so not my day..
was okay at the beginning..
but ended school in a foul mood.
but after slacking with lala,mandeep and poojah,
mood was pretty fine... now, not that good..
mood was foul because of some matter which i should mention here.
okay, anyway, chinese was doing compo test. think so be okay bah..
then was science.. mrs samuel, kinda moodswingy..
then english=Show&Tell! totally AWESOME!
jasper played the violin && its was awesome!
mathias played the guitar, totally awesome too!
it was like, WOAH! hahahha.. damn cool & awesome uh.
then was recess. with... jyoti&co... hahaha.
drank only.. took few bites from regine burger..
&&, i lost 5bucks! i dont know where it gone too... saddd...
then went up class blahblahblah... went comp lab, did flash thingy.
&& mood went way down which isnt good at all.. totally fedup..
jyoti would know why.. then met lala&co..
then went to her house, played with something cool yet kinda gross.
LOL! ohyea... then left to parkway parade..
went to mac, didnt really eat. just took lala fries. hahahha.
then went to 'shop'.. hahahha. bought something for teachers day.
and later went to find lala teacher or so.. then went home with poojah.
took 31.. was msging too... hahahhaha... and kinda here i am ...
Ohyea.. Okay.. BYEBYE! hahahahahha..
ps/ Jon, things will be fine uh.. cheerup, dont sadsad de.. ;D

HappyHappy?

2009-08-27T05:44:00.000-07:00

NiHao! hahahahaha.
so today was my Show&Tell.. awkward!..
did bout my Frisbee.. was lazy to bring guitar,
in the end, regretted not bringing.. boohoooo..
i screwed my show&tell up big time i guess..
hahahahaha. then was recess.. had it with lala,mandeep and poojah,
talktalktalk and then drank and went up to class..
then was malay! watched ipin&upin! damnit cutee! hahhahah.
then was science.. mrs samuel always getting mood swing,
so yea... then was math? 3 period, nearly slept..
had 5 mins break in between but must stay back 10mins, how unfair.
then was school end! went back with someone. went to slack first before going home.
thanks for sending me home.. then saw edna with her friends under my block..
then later go buy lunch also see till them.. LOl...
then ate my lunch and fell asleep soon after that... hahahahhahaha..
woke up and hello! here i am!D

Random!

2009-08-25T05:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO! hahahhaa.. tag me uh!
okayokay.. had maths, totally having ??? on my head..
then was pe.. floorball! funfun, hahahah.
then was recess.. with lala,mandeep and poojah! hahah
then just drink milo.. saw keith.. waved hello.. hahhaha.
history next.. mrs vasu doesnt rock! so unreasonable..
then was EL>Show&tell!! LOL
then was discussing with patrice if we should bring our guitar..
so still deciding.. should I!? or else i'll bring my frisbee! hahha,
after that was Literature. Ms YAP, doesnt rock at all!
she got pissed by us. hahhaha. thanks to a small matter..
then scold scold scold. buaysong uh.. then later was geog..
got kicked out of class along with songjun,regine.y,winnie,saywei,jordan&shihui!
funfunfun! did selftest3 outside class lo.. saw jon and idk who.. LOL.
then we keep playing! hahaha. dont want study mah.. wasted time.
then school ended, went locker, then ISH. played bball with loy&co.
funfun,.. then suddenly regine asthma act up? thn worry like gosh!
LOlLOL.. then nothing uh... went for netball.. funfun..
play soccer for training. kena hit by ball on face. ouch! hahahah.
but okayokay uh.. used to it anyway... then nothing le bah..
took same bus as guorui,chunhua, andres&addy.. hahhaha/
then lalallalalalalal... ate dinner and here i am! wahahhaha..
im oh so very bored! hahahah..BYEEBYEE!

YoHey!

2009-08-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

Im ONCE AGAIN very bored!
still sick.. having cough only though..
fever is gone. but cough is real bad.
vomitted twice yesterday, gross uh.
then coughing like nobody bussiness.
so yesterday, was actually preparing for school..
then mummy said, dont go school lah.
so didnt went, continued sleeping.. hahhaha.
went to see the doctor again..
took bloodtest to comfirm i no H1N1! hhahah.
painful manzx! the injection mark still can see leh..
anyway, today, woke up, talked on phone.
then watched tv.. msgmsgmsg and tvtvtv!
then eat dinner and taadaaa! im here!
ohoh&&! So Sorry ah, jon, couldnt meet ya,
hahahha. random. but yeaps...
then later msg more. ohyea, practised my guitar.
and then facebook... chatchatchat. msn, chatchatchat!
and nothing much le bahs. ohyea!
BGPS-ian, take notice!!!
bgps celebrating teachers day on 31 aug! not 1 sept!
okay.. random much again.. im really boredd!
ohoh! i love ramadan much! cause there's yummy malay food!
LOL! but its true. very yummy uh!
malays lose weight, I put on weight, see uh, unfair! LOL
timecheck-0056!
woah its late! okayokay.. byeeebyeeebyeee!
happy fasting malays!

Back to School..

2009-08-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

LalaLaallaaL~~~~~!
MeVeryBoredNOW! hahahhahhahaha.
Lets being whinning!, had CT(dkwhtnumber)
had english, wrote compo only... quite okay uh...
then recess.. with lala and poojah. drank milo only..
went up class.. talk talk study study abit abit..
then was geog... quite okay.. know some. dont know some.
should be able to pass it, i think.. hahhahah....
then had malay.. Ima GOODGIRL! hahhaha.LOL
i got listen to teacher leh.. while others talk talk.
but i also got talk uh. but still got listen mah.. hahahaha..
then later was maths.. okayokay uh. quite lost..
then was geog lesson. BORING! then school ended.
went to cold storage with lala, she treated me donuts. thanks babe
then took bus home alone.. hahahahha. then reached home,
comp,, Tv,, msg msg msg,, talked on phone, ate dinner && comp!
and here i am posting for no one to read! LOL jajajaja.
one thing really got me thinking..
if you hate me so much, why you bother cursing me girl?
why even bother hating me? badmouthing me?
it doesnt hurt me a single bit.. it makes me happy.
cause what you hate bout me, is what i love bout me.
getting onto your nerves, into you mind.
call me a bytch, flirt or anything you want.
creates rumours, glaring at me, i dont mind,
i know you just cant take your eyes off me..

Restless Night

2009-08-18T03:22:00.000-07:00

HeyYohs peoples!
my blog is once again very dead, zero taggers.
had a night filled with sufferings.
woke up at 2 in the morning, was freezing then
took my temperature and it was 40.2'c
coughed like nobody bussiness. felt like fainting.
went back to sleep at 3. then woke up at 9
hell lots sufferings! arggghhh!~
ate medcine, then took temperature again. 40.3'c
then took a napp. then ate some food,
ate medcine again.. mummy wanted to bring me to hospitial...
but i said No. hahahahah. currently temperature went down,
but is still pretty high.. wont be able to go school tmr i guess.
goddamnit. pretty much dead then... hhahahhaha/
i miss peeps, LOTS. hahahah.. i suddenly have the urgh to bake.^^
like muffinss or something.. hahahah.. okay, nothing much today so.
BYEBYE!

YOHYOH!

2009-08-17T01:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO! feeling real bad right now.
having a temperature of 39.1'C
and a real real bad cough now. headaches muchs too.
just came home from seeing the doctor, have 3days of MC.
today, went to school, took temperature, and went home.
LOL! so going to school was like a waste of time yea..
yesterday, went to watch ''where got ghost'' by jack neo.
not really that nice. wouldnt recommend it at anyone.
then had dinner with aunt,aunt & parents at the soup restaurant..
was having headache then but didnt care much bout it.
bought somethings from tamp&century square.. hahahha.
before going to the movies, was reeallyy funf.
weilin & jialin came to my house, was supposed to study,
but in the end was slacking. they reached at bout 1plus2?
then chat chat chat, watched '17again' camwhored.
then went down to market to buy potato chips and ice blended.
went back to my house, ate in the room, camwhored more,
weilin played with my guitar.. then played with hair-straightener thingy.
LOL! had lots of funnn! laughed alot. hahahahah. okay. had a great time.
they left at bout 6pm like that cause i went to the movies.[L]
then on Saturday, had quite lots of funf.
thanks becky for the movie treat! went to watch G.I JOE at E!Hub.
went with becky,jialin and khai. had lots fun..
after the movie, went to tamp with jialin.. as in, took the same bus.
becky and khai went for their training.. then went tamp mall alone,
bought some stuff then went home. ^^ hahahaha.
hmms, then reached home at bout 2plus3? cause we watched a early movie yea.
then slack slack slack in my room alone, macam emo-ing. LOL
lalalalalalla.. im very bored now.. feeling real sick.
BYEBYE!

Hardcore FUNNNNF!

2009-08-14T04:59:00.001-07:00

HEELLLOOO!

im now quite sad/disappointted, as im missing out on seeing til my juniors.

they are at the pandang now! i was there earlier on..

just got the informationg from mr tan like minutes ago..

im sad.... D; i wanna support them, who knows, maybe can play too..

haiiyooo!.. sad sad sad. but today rocks still,

well, at least before i knew im missing out on something. hahaha..

okaayyy, today, had chinese first. slack slack slack.. hahah..

then was science, 1A ''performed'' for us, 1Bs. hhahah..

mrs samuel had moodswing after that... seriously doesnt rocks..

then had a short test where people like me can cheat so openly.

then she didnt even collect the paper... nor gives us the answer.. LOL.

then was english. today was okay uh.. hmms

did some mystery bag thingy... funnfunnf!

luckily im not choosen to present and all.. hahahhahaha..

then was recess, helped someone buy drink.. hahahha..

then bought drink, went up to class out my drink and pass someone the drink.. then went down again to canteen, had mushroom soup, lovesitmuch! hahhah.

then went up, talk talk abit. then later had CME.

almost 1period got lectured by miss lim. for E-learning & all...

then went comp lab, did flash. i had nothing to do so i drew a dinosaur! hahah.

a purple one too! hahahha. to me, look abit like barney. LOL.

then school ended, went to find lala and mandeep and co..

went to lala house as she needed to take her shoe.. hahah.

tehn went macs with mandeep,lala & jessica... hahahah. LOTS OF FUNF!

then after we eat finish,.. mandeep treated ice-cream as her birthday is tmr!

then we(me,lala&jessica) gave mandeep a ICE-CREAM FACIAL! hahha.

we embarrassed her in front of few st'pats boys. funnyyy~!

then later went back to sch.. took bus,

in bus was effing noisy.. then someone called me, then the rest was like disturbing uh..

then reached school, help mandeep wash up as she was sticky cause of ice-creams

hahhahah. i was first to 'attack'' her! hahaha.. lots of funf..

then later gatherup and left school for the olympic 2km run thingy..

reached the place, camwhored pretty much i think.. hahahah.

then was so so so hyper uh, ALL the netball girls! ahahhahah.

then started the run, it wasnt a run, it was a walk/stroll.

but had lots of funf, reach padang.. chatchatchat. then had free macs, so ate macs AGAIN!

hahahaha. then later chat mores. then later walk to city hall MRT all together.

jessica and regine went together. i think jessica mum sending regine/

then later took mrt, bloody hell, there's this guy in the train,

with a BIG belly, kept pushing me and mandeep, then we were like, falling and pushing others, so we shout 'OI' to the darn guy, and we were so happy that he left at the next stop.. hahahahah. we were comfortable after he left, so yeaps. hahahah.

reach tanah merah, mandeep and michaela went off together.

me and sharifah went off together, hahahah,

took bus back from tanah... then reached home,

thinking if i should go for my guitar, but didnt go in the end, thats why im posting now.

hahahhahahahahah..,.. im so lazy.. my shoulder still hurts now as we had to carry our bags during the run/walk/stroll.. hahaha. and my bag's like so heavy thanks to science. ahahahaha. now ankle hurts a little, but its still a very fun day.

ohyea, after the run, while we were leaving, we poured water at mandeep. not me, lala did. she's EVILLL~~! hahahhahahaa. okayokay..

BEST WISHES FOR MY p5'09 JUNIORS~!

>got news frm teacher with juniors, they played with POLY students, who were bigger and faster,and they were impressed with my juniors! 3cheers for them!

-Jon> still the same thing, CHEERUPS!

-mandeep>we ICE-CREAMED you! ahaha. HAPPY B'DAY in advance.

HAPPY B'DAY TO JINYI in advance too. according to my hp calander, their bday is tmr!

BYEBYE PEEPS!

E-Learning doesnt rocks!

2009-08-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

okay,,. today woke up at 7.40am.
washed up, toasted the instant pizza.Yummyy~
on my lappy and logged on to asknlearn...
blahblahblahblahblah... used comp. first did chinese.
then later was maths, didnt understand anything!
have yet to print the ws nor have i buy the graph paper.
im so so so deadd! hahahahaha.. then later was break..
but the whole things seems like a break.. LOL.
then was sci. was talking on the phone with my dearest.
then was multi-tasking... then also chattng on phone lorh...
then later i forgot to do english, so im pretty much dead tmr too.
cause it was due at 5pm? but at bout 1plus, i fell alseep and woke up at six plus.
hahahaha. so i didnt hand it up. im pretty much really dead uhs.
hmms, then woke up, watched tv, used lappy..
then later ate dinner and continues watch tv and used lappy.
and here I am! hahahha.. im not sleepy not, no idea why...
now watching hairspray.. nicee hahaha..
zac efron lookk so hot lah! hahah. random much uh...
okay BYEBYE! shall not bores you peeps.
ps//Jon>cheerups! i need my retard partner.

As promised.

2009-08-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

like i promised, i'll post today.
okay... firstly, sorry~ for not posting,
but im also lacks of readers..
i have been really lazy and tired...
this few days, felt weak, but i aint sick i think.
hmms, today, i gave school a missed!..
i was very lazyy, tired and my shoulder was in much pain.
so yeaps, my day was pretty boring.
woke up, watch tv, eat, watch tv, see doctor, watch tv and eat.
now using comp... hahaha,. been watching BOF again..
im very de BORED!!! hahahahah...
yesterday, 11.08.09
went school... lesson conducted was mon timetable lesson.
so had, chinese, 3 period, slack mostly..
then was recess, sat with regine,panda,jyoti&co..
hmms, had 1 period of english, forgotten wht we did.
then was movie-making~~! next week will be last lesson or movie making.
thats just very sad.... then did all our sence! completed the video-ing
hmms, had 3 period of MATH!~ damnit sleepy and boring!
was complaining to teacher that im sleppy and bored. haha.
then finished sch.. went home, regine tagged along...
took some books out of bag, took bgps pe shirt..
and went to buy sushi to eat.. took bus 14 back.
then told my coach that i wont be going training ltr..
then left, go staffroom supposely to pass a paper to mdm surimah.
but she wasnt there, left it on her table, then ran to class for math.
had test for the remedial, might pass. but then... sigh....
then later went back to bgps for frisbee.
laughed hell lots! thanks to juniors and all.
had hell lots fun!! hahahah. i loves bgps!
then later went to staffroom, chatted with mr dzar lots.
then walked together with ms cheng on the way home.
chatted lots. next year onwards, i'll have 2 reasons to not go back bgps anymore.
damnit saddening uh! hmms, i really sad when i heard one news from ms cheng.
okayyy... then later reached home, and forget wht happened le.
then on monday, wa supposed to go becky house, but in the end,
the meetup was cancelled because too little ppl could make it.
hmms, so used comp, watched tv, used comp for a very short while only..
then dont know what i did le... hahahah. anyways,
BYEBYEBYEBYE!

An Eye of an Eye makes the world blind?

2009-08-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

okay.., HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
okay, things aint going right yea?
okay, my post have been real moody i see. haha
wasnt really knowing wht im typing... hahahah.
okay, so i think im feeling way better now.
i misses lots of people now. yayayay!
i think tmr will be going becky house to gatherup.
sad news is, wenyu and grace wont be able to make it.
thats just sad. jovy should be comfirmed. haha.
jialin and huilian are still not comfirmed. hopefully they can.
so today, nothing much. woke up, bathed, ate a little.
then went to uncle house to just gatherup..
hmms, had dinner there. watched tv, msgmsgmsg..
and said the pledge at 8.24pm, they delayed it, hahah
then my family and i was like, retards standing there waiting..
okayy,,, then later went home... very the boring!
reached home, on comp and till now, im here posting,
lalalalla/ im very bored now... hahahhahaha.
maybe its time to chillll.... yea yea??? hahah/
okay, i misses someone LOTS! hahahah.
hmms, faith!, cheerups babe! anything beep me.
woohooollalala! i wanna meet some peeps. misses them much.
okayokay, you guys must be bored of me as i am.
sososo!, BYEBYE!!

oh very great?

2009-08-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

sure, if you thinks its you, then it is uh..
okay, woke up at 12? latee i know.
i normally wakes up real late on weekend uhs..
then ate, used comp, watch tvv. then msgmsgmsg,
then mum left for work, so i was home alone.
chatted on phone with dearest someone...
then listened to music, had my dad buy me dinner,
as he was on the way home... ate jap food. yummy, but not filling.
so yea, didnt eat finish it, no appetite... then used comp.
chatted with faith and casper. hahahaha. funf funf.
then facebook facebook facebook! lalalalooooo
then someone just had to comment bout things.
so comment back lorh.. its like, a so-called fight uh.
pretty lamee. okay, im still OH SO BORED!
im still so quite stressed out. chatted with my senior on facebook.
nice chat though.. chatted bout quite lots things. hahahha.
then nothing much le lorh... my day is real boring today.
no being too much of a retard today.. rather moody in fact.
hahahha... things just aint gonna be the same yea?
&& yayness to me! casper thinks im real friendly! LOOL!
im so so so so bored!!! hahahahahah. online also no chat de. boredom!
-Great minds thinks alike-

Screwed life!

2009-08-07T07:42:00.000-07:00

My Life Is Officially, SCREWED UP BIG TIME!
really feeling darn troubled and stressed out nowadays.
dont wanna tell ^^ bout it... i dont want ^ to worry..
hmms, who can i talk bout my troubles to ??
seriously stressing out much lately..
alot of things are on my mind, feel like i have a huge stone in my heart.
big burden on my back and so on...
arghss! just when will things get better?!?!?
things seems to be getting worst! Gosh!
okay, today, did some amazing race thingy.
to described it, Tiring/Lameee/Boring.
felt darn irritated by few people during the race.
shouting and cheering lots, making me to lose my voice...
but.. luckily, my voice is finee, didnt loss it! hahahah...
okay, i wanna talk to my primary school counseller/auntie vivian.
i miss her muchs. last time, i dont even wanna tell her bout my problems.
but now, who else can i tell to huh? i seriously find it hard to trust people.
cause im being hurted over&over again...
im stil thinking that i bring unhappiness to people somehow..
fineee, so yeaps, I think Ima Unlucky Charm.
seriously need help now manxz! im like so so dead!
okay, im stress and troubled by studies/school/peers/family/friendships.
going through major crisis! hmms... but once again, who care right? 'Cries'
so nothing muchs happened today! ohyea!
slacked with someone. till quite latee. then later couldnt find my keys,
went down to playground, played with juniors.. funfun.
i feel so carefree when im playing with them, but once i stop,
the stress and all comes back! forget it...
hmms, kena attacked by them. all wanna pour water at me. hahah.
but boohoo. i ran fast enough. hahaha...hmms...
then reached home, chatted on phone. bathed&out i went.
went for guitar. on the way, chatted on phone.. I saw Patrick.
hahahhaha. miss him manzx! LOL/ random..
hmm, went early.. was supposed to meet sis at bugis
but didnt wanna make her come home early cause of me,
so i didnt meet her. hmms went buy dinner and home i am!
watched Tv, ate dinner. chatted on phone. and here i am.
im very very bored/stress now. feeling now, REAL BADD!
Gosh shit! im feeling SO not myself this few days.
been feeling sick. no appetites to eat anything at times.
as if im on a hunger strike. but no im not.
so been eating real little this few days.
think i might just faint on a fine day. if that happens, it would be SO awesomely great!
everyone gonna be oh so happy... im really not myself nowadays!
i feel like shit now yea.. real badd uhs.... anyone bother helping me out?
i doubt so too.. hahah... if you see me smiling or laughing,
and if you thinks im happy just by that, well, think again.
im so sick& tired of everything, hiding my feelings, tolerating peeps.
im just thinking, why am i hiding my feelings behind my smile?
arrggghhhh!!!!
PS/ Retards FTW! -Jon. hahahhaha/

2009-08-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

Is this what you call a friendship?!
friend, what does it means?
1.a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2.a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3.a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there?
this is what it means. Is this the way we are?
friends share a special relationship. but do we?
i know, you guys are closer to her.
i know we drifted apart. but i just kept quiet.
Do you even remember me as a friend?
what am i to you? i feel like you guy dont even remember me.
just,when i chatted with you peeps, i felt it. drifted apart.
and indirectly without you knowing. you somehow admitted it.
i was crying when i was chatting with you peeps.
crying real badly.. but who cares right?
im just another stranger to you.
i thought, you guys were the best/closest friend i had,
those that would stand/stay by me.
that will actually support me through it all...
but, its seems like im wrong. way too wrong...
friends, being friends with you peeps, were the best thing bout life,
but now, its also the thing that made me cry the most.
Over & over again, it made me cry, thats what friends are for isit?
making one cry while one is happy? this is surely a special thing.
when will it be when i find true friends>?
friends that will stand/stay by me, that support me times & times.
all this time, i was lying to myself. im dumbfounded.
why did you even bother to apologised to me?
does it helps at all? you only make me more upset.
my day was fine, till now. it surely did turn me off.
its really hard to find a friend yea? for is it just for me?
i wonder, Are We Still FRIENDS?
we aint like before anymore. we drifted & thats the fact.
Once again, im dissapointed and im left behind alone.
while the rest of you are partying out there...
i hate this feeling! really hating it.
but im always feeling it. thanks lots manzx.
Just THANKS! what such great friends you were..
all i blame is, MYSELF! me, the worst person in the world, i think.

School? no thanks.

2009-08-06T00:50:00.000-07:00

today was a big time BORING day.
I gave school a 'no thanks' today..
woke up in the morning. felt like im gonna die,
had like no energy to even stand up.
body aches more than ever, so yeaps.
NO School! seriously felt sick and energy-less uhs.
okay, yesterday night already starting to feel sick uhs.
like, when i ate my dinner, felt like vomiting.
chock on my food too, cough lots. sigh....
fine, come back totoday, slept again, then woke up.
hmms, ate some food... then watch tv,msgmsgmsg & here i am..
i think, i should stop going school.. hahhaha.
cause seems like without me, people are happier,.
Gosh!, but im serious. without, people are way better off, way happier.
i bring unhappiness to people. not that im emo-ing or anything,
its just seems like it. cant change things the way it seems..
arghhh! suddenlly feel so fcuked up now...
i think i would drop to Na next year. or drop to a lousier class.
OkayOkay, really feel darn fcuked up now by myself.
byebye. shall post again later bah..
before i forget bout it,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANA!
edited-
im now in pain but im happy. real happy.
but still kinda somehow fcuked up with myself..
hmms, im happy because of someone! thanks.
okay, in pain cause,,, i didnt go school cause im injured,
yet, i was bored and i went to jog, causing to injured my injury to the max
hahahhaha... so now, my injury is hurting more!
but im still happying lots, thanks to ^^!! hahahah.

funnnnnnf!

2009-08-05T03:44:00.000-07:00

YOHs! hello! hahahah. im in good moooodd!
yeaps, yesterday, didnt poostt cause i was wayyy tooo lazzzyyyy!
hmms, so school as usual.. normal..
pe, played floorball, funfun! no more dance! woohoo
after school,, played bball with regine,huixian,esther and panda..
thanks guorui for the bball! hahahah. borrowed from him.
then 2.15, went for math remedial.. boringggg...
then after remedial, went for netballl. so tiring but fun,..hahaha
hmms, went late with mandeep,kendra and poojah!
ran for 5 mins, then did wam up by ourselves.
did medicine ball, damnit tiring, then do alot of things lah!
then till now, legs and actually, whole body aches!
fine, today, almost all the netballers are still aching. hahaha.
then had sci, funfun. then was recess.. eat fish&chips. yummmyyy!
then went back class, Aesthetic, D&T, funfun!
laughed hell lots! thanks to deb and adli! hbahahhahaha.
then mdm yong angry shout to class, then after that still laughing.
hmms, then was history, total slacking time! hahahha. talk craps uhs.
then was PW/PG, okayokay uh. did the flash thingy again!
sat beside jasper, funfun! LOL! erms, then class kena scold by ms lim.
we were way to noisy according to her, =))
okay, then stayed back with my dear FIZAH!LOL
we got lots in common yea? LOL! stayed till 4.30?
chatted lots. watch the soccer training too. hahahah.
then when the training finish, we faster go off. hahahha
okay,reached home. online till now.
wass so retarded talking to jon. look at my tagboxx. LOL
hmms, so yeaps. that pretty much it! hahahah
Cool Retards Rocks! LOL! now im so retard. LOL
okayokay, byebyebbeybeyebyey! LOVES,

Hellooooo!

2009-08-03T02:43:00.000-07:00

okay, didnt pos tyesterday cause nothing much really happened.
all i did was comp, Tv, dinner, msg, talking on phone & comp!
so i didnt bother to post uhs.. nothing much mah.
today, chinese first, quite boring.. haahhahaha...
then was recess, had it with fanny, yanting,ximin-.-&angelica.
eat malay food, npt too sure what is it.. LOL..
then was english, did correction for CT paper..
then had to do this dumb survey for youth lifestyle..
then went for asethetics, movie making, darnit fed up lahzx!
some people do not know how to act or anything! then still so kp uhs.
then one other person just had to accidently delete all our sence,
1 sence already need so much time luh! sure bo time eh. fcukit unhappy bout that.
then was maths, boring boring.. now have lots of maths homeworks lah!!!
hmmms, school ended, stay back. ate with lala, poojah and mandeep.
then poojah went for science, lala and mandeep went home...
i was left alone at canteen, waited for poojah...
recieved a sad sad msg, but nevermind. so did storyboard.
have yet to complete it, talk talk to jon awhile.. hahahha.
then he went to play or talk to his other friends? idkk.
hmms, then later talk on phone.. listened to music..
thought bout lots of things. so yea.... erm, then jon left said byebye!
:LOLLOL!... then poojah remedial finished.. then went to bus stop lorh..
then saw someone, talk talk awhile then went home.
had a o called quarrel with sis, not quarrel, is opinion challenge talk. LOl
like law case like that.. hahahha. then really, no one understands me!

2009-08-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

~~okay, i cant sleep even though im pretty tired.~~
i have no idea why i cant sleep.
i feel like as if im breaking down real soon.
i wonders whats wrong with me..
mood this few days are complicated,messed up.
have many un-answered question in my mind.
im screwing myself up big time.
EOY is pretty near, CT are around the corner
yet, im slacking and not studying much.
in class, i do try to pay attentions but
there is lots of distraction with the types of people in my class.
currently listening to songs on phone, and for no reason,
more i listen, more i feel like breaking down..
im in a pretty weird situation right now uh..
my feelings are just in a mess, confused & lost.
i only feel really happy,relax, myself and many more,
when im talking to ^^, faith, jon, and few more.
cause i feel like, i can just be myself, bare my heart out uhs.
dont have to pretend anything.. why cant everyone make me feel that way?
OkayOkay, maybe not completely bare my heart out,
but its like, i really dont have to hide anything from them those type of feelings.
somehow feel that im gonna fall sick soon...
i just dont feel like myself anymore, i think,
i dont even who am i trying to pleased.
hmms, just feeling real confuse and all.
othe past is repeating itself again i guess, perhaps..
OhMyGosh~! i know, i live my life for myself, not any others.
but just, why cant i live life the way i want to?
okay, seriously cant sleep.. really dont know why.(just look at the time!)
as the day passes by, something gets better but somethings get worse.
im still feeling drifted apart from my friends. i think, its the fact,
we drifted apart, everyone moved on & made new friends,
maybe its just me who haven move on with life.
maybe, im just stuck at primary school when i knew, i had friends,
friends that i can count on, that will be there for me.
that we were together no matter what, no one was left out.
my primary school holds the best memories to me.
i really dont have friends like my primary school friends in secondary school.
it seems really hard to find. its somehow seems impossible.
just went on youtube, saw some videos of BGPS, brought back many memories.
i really cant move on, im just scare of what the future has for me.

today's a day for celebration!

2009-08-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

firstly, its my 5th month with a awesome baby!
and its my senior, huisi birthday!
okay, let start my day!
hmms, woke up quite late.... slept pretty early yesterday,
due to my busy & tiring yet fun friday. was really tired!
then after waking up, straight msg people! funfun!
then watch tv for few hours non stop, of the same drama but diff series!
had to catch up on my shows manzx! hahahahha.
then ate maggi noodles for my breakfast/ lunch!
hmms, then watch tv, msg msg msg, and here i am.
my day is pretty boring, okay, really boring.
did nothing much already. woohooo~!
congrats to zijian for getting in the finals for pet rocket competition!
hahahhahaha. okayokayokay, bored. lalallalooooo!.
BYEBYE, if anything happens, i'll update!

Happy Birthday Girl!

2009-08-01T03:53:00.000-07:00

happy bitrthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday, happy birthday
happy birthday to you!
To huisi , happy birthday! hope you'll be happy forever!
stay pretty, cute, sweet and cheerful!
you're totally awesome! with the same phone as me! hahah
thanks for being such a awesome senior! enjoy this special just for you!

I Love Her muchs!

2009-08-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5 MONTHS BABY!

knew her since i was 4years old, friends till now.

since nursery i knew her, till now still in touch.

she cute,hot,pretty and everything bout her is awesome!

been friends for 11 years, and is still counting.

she's my baby for 5 month, short time, but she awesome!

i just love her lots! and her name is Huiliann!

lovingitmuch.

2009-07-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

today was pretty okay... except the fact that i ***** in class.
guess whts the ***** means.... LOl... lalalalalala....
first lesson was chinese, quite boring~~~~!
then was science.... was hungry lots, mrs samuel gave me sweets...
hahahahahahh..... then was english , boring uh........
then went through our CT paper for english, i passed!
then recess!, yummmyyy~~~! had mushroom soup, really yummy~!
then had CME, went through some stuffs!.. blahblahblah!
then school ended, went home, hmms, pandora, kendra,jessica and sharifa came my house,
they loves my room! wahahahha! thanks thanks. then went to eat! yumm yummm1
saw baby huiliannn and Xinyi! wooots! lovesthem!
then went to back to school. then went ISH, played bball. funfun!
then later went for netballl, nearly faint, like seriously.. LOL!
then muscle suddenly damnit pain, like couldnt run. LOl
then did passing with medicine ball, then normal passing.
did square and all! quite okay uh.. then later run again,
warmed down and i stay to wait for my dearest EDNA!
hahahhaha. saya macam GILA! LOL.... hmms,, hmms,,
hmms, went home, bathed, eat very little, went for guitar.
reached early, so waited. then had my lesson
quite okay uh, the teacher gave the class all a guitar pit.
then finished, when walking back. had a suprise manxz!
i saw shafiq and another dude, shafiq look funny with his hair.
hahahahha. but happy to see till him! hahahaha.
then today also saw till taufiq! hahahah. he changed his number again lah.!
so took his number blahblahblah! that was before i went back to school for training.
then reached home at bout 9pm? on my lappy and started using till now.
hmms, was super multi-tasking! funn funn funn funn!
was chatting on msn with 3 peeps,talking on phone and watching TV! hahahahah!
then ERMS!, did nothing le bah.. now posting! ahahhaha. okay.
kinda loves today, bybye peeps!

2009-07-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

~~How am suppose to stay strong when things are so aganist me?~~
What am I suppose to do that will make everyone happy?
I aint a perfectionist, i cant pleased everyone. but I try, i really do try.
But, is it helping? is it working? Whats right and whats wrong?
how am i suppose to make all of you people happy?
Cant I live life my way?!? must I really live it for other people?
I just want things to turn out right. but its not happening!
just this week, i really felt like slashing lots of time,
but I promise some people that I wont. so im trying not to!
I really wonder who I can trust, i really feel drifted apart from everyone.
from all my friends, sigh.. who understand me?
who can related to me? who can I trust?
my mind is just so filled with questions, question marks!
i dreads going to school just cause my my classmates. certain ones.

OhGosh!

2009-07-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

HEHEY PEEPS!
yeaps, i posted some pictures, look unglam and all in them.
keep it to yourself unless its a nice comment! LOL.. im damnit bored
this few days mood are like god damnit uhs.
so just ignored me if i show my attitude or anything yea.
hmsm, today had litereture, miss yap, she DOES NOT rock at all!
then was English, did a Oral practise, had to write things bout
'' i am proud to be a singaporean because....''
but lindsey(hated/freak) in our class wrote bout
'' why i am NOT proud to be a singaporean.''
whole class as offended by her uhs! big time manzx!
then later was recess.. ate with lala, mandeep and poojah,
somehow felt kinda left out? macam not close uhs.
okay, then was mother tongue. had malay today.
saya cinta malayu! LOL! hahaha. im random now uhs..
then was science, did experiment , good good!
then was math, boring. went through maths paper, hahhaha.
hmms, geog, Oh So Very BORING! then lalalalal.
finish school, stayed back awhile with fizah... talk talk uhs.
then went home, msg ^^... then later reached home, use comp, eat maggi mee
and green bean soup. YUMMY~~! then post pictures.
facebookfacebookfacebook! and lalal, here am i posting!
hahahahha. seriously, bad mood this few days.
felt of slashing but didnt cause i promised ^^,fizah, keith, and few more..
but i doubt they actually will know if i did slash... seriously turned off man my mood uhs.
thanks to certain people! like either bastards or bytoches.
forget it uhs. no one really care bout me anyway! hahaha........

2009-07-30T00:53:00.000-07:00

hahahahha! im bored so decided to upload random pictures yea...

okay, i know i look soso unglam and all in the pictures! just dont care bout it uh.

hahahah. okok. bored bored bored...

the sari i wore to schooll!

funfun!

2009-07-29T03:04:00.001-07:00

today was my school racial harmony day celebration.(belated)
hahahahah. wore pe to school, change in school.. needed help mah.
wore sari. aikanshi also wore sari. funfun! then went in class LATEE!
everyone turned back and look at us, immediately, some byotches bad mouthed,
know who you are youreslf, bytoch.. okay, so yea, darnit hard to walk in the sari.
hahhahah.. then saw vanessa, and all, nicenice! they darnt chio luh!
saw sharon too, very chio canzx! took pictures.
forced fizah to wear her malay costume, hahha, she wore it in the end!
hmms, recess, pretty okay? hahhahah. then was history, went class late again!
hahahah. then was PW/PG, project uh.. then went to comp lab, learnt bout 'flash'
funfun way darn fun! amirza is a gila joker manxz! darnit fun lah!
then he keeps making me laugh! ahhhahah. sat beside him thats why.
hmms, then was assembly, had it in comp lab too..
watched the maria hertogh video AGAIN! i in primary school watch before le mah..
hmms, then did a crossword thingy... must hand up sia,. lazy do canzx!
then stayed back with fizah, talked lots bout things.. then gave her a shocking new too!
hahahahahha.! then saw casper, he actually didnt know it was me... hahah
then he kept like, looking for better vision uh, then he realise it was me.
then changed to pe, ohyea, ate lunch in schooolll! hhahahaha.
then later walked home with fizah. ohyea!, saw jon in his costume too!
look good btw, hahahhah. didnt see keith leh.. saw imran too! hahahha.
and hmms, the 1G guy, not sure bout his name. so sorry, but he also wore his costume, nice@
then saw sharull and more uh. all look great! hahahahahahaah.!
got this girl wore kimono, darnit nice lahzx. ''jealous'' LOL!
then yea.. walked home with fizah, she walk to mrt, i walk all the way home! woohoo!
hmms, then reached home, used comp, talk on phone awhile.
msg msg msg. facebook-ed too/ gna facenook again uh..
then here i am, posting! for my readers if there is! hahahahah.
so today was pretty fine excepts the bytoches part,
i think its gonna be a daily thing for me to be fedup at bytoches.
ps// thanks all for the compliments! lovesya! shall up load photo later!

Whatever!

2009-07-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

today is kinda bad! dont like it lah.
ask those bytoches fcuk their family upside down lahzx!
bloody hell, the better watch out manzx!
i have a limit to my tolerance level manzxz! fcuk it bodoh!
beside those bytoches, things were pretty okay?
hmms, was pretty moody in class, so yea....
then hmms, had math,english,dance,literature and geog..
damnit boring lahzx the day! then didnt go netball cause of my mood.
then saw panda all on the bus, the went to my house the market there eat.
accompanied them awhile then they left for netball, i went for frisbee,
thanks matt for imforming me much! went frisbee and my moody changed!
straight away laugh already lahzx. thanks to juniors.
loves them muchzx! hahahaha. then later chat with teachers in bgps all.
had much fun there. lovesit, never fail to cheer me up de!
hmms, then later stayed awhile more in school alone,
really ahd lots of flashback momeries!
really misses the past, wanna relive it much canzx!
okay.. cant wait for tmr, hopefully it will be nice and good and enjoyable! loves!
just came back from dinner with bro,sis and mum. dad working mah
okok. loves, byebye

Sweets!

2009-07-27T04:15:00.000-07:00

hello! ahloha! Ni Hao! =)=)=)=)
im very happpyyy noww! just came back from meeting someone!
Lovesitmuch! i wanna meet the person again!
hope to talk on the phone with the person soon!!!
okay,, today was kinda irritated and happy! hahahahha!
quarreled with someone, my class peeps would know! hahahhaha..
hahaha., okay... hmms, today, had 3 period of chinese first.
quarelled quring chinese.. hahhahahhahha. funfun
total slack lah! then was recess... had it with panda! lalalalalal....
talk talk uh.. saw casper. hahahah. then later recess finish.
english... 1 period, lucky uh,... dont like english uh. very boring...
then later was movie making! damnit fun lah! haahhaha!
went to class, did filmed scene 1&2.. haahhahah. was totally playing a fool..
then later was math! 3 period, can die uh.. but didnt! woohooo..
damnit boring during math,,.. then end of school.. stayed back with poojah,
then she went for her detention.. leave me alone in canteen...
saw jonathan, gourui and chunhua, jokers uh them..
then later wait for poojah, went up staff room find her..
then later followed poojah to help her frineds buy drinks. blahblahblah
hmms, i smack qiming! hahaha, even though i dont know him.
he damnit irritating canzx! hahahaahha! then smack till quite light but he in damn much pain. kept laughing at him uhs. FUNNY~~ must be thr to see.
hahahha. then later went home.. reached home, on comp.
chatted with ^^ online first, then later talk on phone.
then went down to meet someone lorh... okays.
then home sweet home. ate my dinner, early!~
then tada! im here! hahahahah. damnit happy now canzx!
huggs&kisses, byebye!