Sorryy~!

Hmmm, i stopped searching for opitcal illusion pictures already :) today, woke up @ 11, thats why i didnt reply Your msg, im really very sorry, i replied it as soon as i saw it..but it seems like you still had fun though.. im really sorry.. i promise next time k? then prepare prepare, used comp for like a short 10mins, when to schoool, went for netball, today training didnt rocks larh, its lousy, boring, T.I.R.I.N.G! hahahahah. then went to bedok food court to eat, after eat, rush to becky house, took bus 14, alighted @ temasek sec, then becky mum came to fetch me, went to the house and start the thingythingy, waseh, tmr morning need to wake up damn early to go becky house and help the aunt. hahahah! thenthen, when home @ bout 5plus, bought food to eat, then use laptop, :D then mum called and i went to meet her @ bedok inter, bought my shoe for the wedding tmr :D wooots, i lovee my new shoe, heels :D but i haven found a dress to match it D:! but nevermind!, hmmm, then reached home @ 9plus, then reach home watch tv and here i am :D Muahahahahah! okayokay, byeeee

illusionnnn!

HEYHEY, TRY & SEE THROUGH THE PICTURES, TELL ME WHT U SEE IN EACH PHOTO, ALL ARE PRETTY EASY I GUESS. TAG ME WHT U SEE!

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YOYOH! I suddenly got interest in Illusion pictures :D hahahhahaha! Shall upload the pictures i found on the internet :D its very COOOOOOOOOLLL! hhahhahaha. today! went for training,, pretty funnn, was hypering with my boyfriend, MANDEEP! hahahhaaha.(inside joke)! hahahhahah. then i think my stamina getting better or so... talked with regine bout some stuff. ahemahem eh... hahahhahaha. then nowadays, training quite easy ah.. can run more rounds without stopping le me [:D YAY! then coach bought donuts, he treat us ah. so goood eh, first time ah,.. then sec 1 got the the donuts first, cause we got release earlier, then after training, took donut, makan, then went to cold storage with usual mich and mandeep, ate chessy pie, was effing hungry! didnt really eat the whole day mah..hhahahaha. then hmmmm..... went home after eating and chatting uh... then reach home, showered and use comp :D and here i am :) hahahhahaha! okayokay, shall upload the pictures :D

Yesterday madness :O

hmmmms, woke up @ 10.30, prepare, went down to help sis buy bbt then change, took money from mummy and left the house, took 31 then walk underpass to ecp, while going there, msgmsgmsg :D then walked to mac, saw dana, natalie, xinkai, elizabeth, celine and alicia there only -.-' then waited for regine to come, she came then me and her talk craps larh, then fizah, fong, panda, shihui came :D! then moved to a bigger table. bought food and eat, went to rent bike, 6 bucks for 3 hours. then cycle to skate park, went to the beach, @ the rock there.. sat there, talktalk, listen music, hear them sing, played with water with dearest fizahhh and shiihuiii! then went to change into dry clothing, and @ around 2.30plus, cycled bacck alone, otw, saw firdaus and yudi, yudi was injured:0 then just talk abit and went off, returned bike, took back my ez-link card and offf i go,, walked underpass back to bus stop, took bus to bedok inter adn changed bus, walked to bgps, went in, saw ailing and jul. then ''emo'' a bit and went to classroom watch vids, anlaysis the videos :D then went to play match, played bare footed, evil mr ang disiao me :( then playplayplay, so darn happy playing, after training, went back to parkway to find shihui, then went back all the way to tamp to slack.... went to eat and century square food court and went off with them, shihui took bus home, i took mrt to pasir ris. waited for shutter bus then went to meet mum @ chalet, ate more bbq foodd :D (gonna be fat fat fat D: ) then play some random games, hmmmms, then drank some wine and cold wine :D niceeniceeniceee! then msgmsgmsgmsg too and then ate this amazingly yummy chocolate cake, delicious :D then went to gamble, played blackjack won bout 10 bucks :D while playing, was msging zanyee, kept him accompanied :S then @ around 3plus3'30am, mummy friend drove us home, then reached home @ bout 3'50 am bah.. hahhahaha. then showered, watched tvv and sleeep @ bout 4plus5am! then today woke up @ 10am plus, slept again, woke up @ 12pm plus :D! then went to wash up and here i am :D

101th post :D

heyhey. ima having a super suckish day now. my day started off well but seems like its ending pretty badly D: hmms, woke up, went to netball, funfunfunnnnnf! then went to cold storage with regine and mandeep, went to meet michaela at cold storage :D went to ronadols to eat, reserved chessy pie for wed :D yummyyummmyyy,,, saw jasper while in ronadols, chased him around. hahahhaha. then went to michaela house, chatted and left around 7.40.. reached home, talked on phone, msgmsgmsg, use lappy and here i am. seriously having a pretty lousy day, only people who know why is Ihsan & Keith.. so yeaps.... ohwell, what can i say.. was kinda looking forward to tmr, but not much now eh.... mood totally destroyedd. but im not blaming anyone but me. i must really suck manzx. i cant even be a friend to jon, who knows, i might be a pain in the neck to people.. ahhhh~! forget it, im going CRAZY~! no more happy jon, no more happy jasper, no more happy me D:, no more much trust in people, i think im gonna be crazy or sooo... argghhhh~~! BYE!

OH HEY! sorry bout my previous post. i was just having a rough day. hahahha.. so yea, yesterday, 4nov, woke up @ 7plus am, prepare and went to jog. jog abit then i walk. hahahha. then ate breakfast and then slack uh... then slack under blk, saw sis and ifa and this guy. hahhah. funnnyyyy! had funfun, laughed hell lots thanks to sis, ifa and the guy.. agagaga. then went home @ 1plus, changed and went to school. missed the bus so i walked to school. nearly late. then ran 10 rounds under hot sun. then got briefing and all, then did passing and all. played game. funfunfun! but effing tiring. hahahha okayokayt uh.... then went home. saw alvin, mamat, azrami, acap all playing @ street soccer court. ahhahahaha. then went to buy burger :D yumyum. then went home. leg didnt hurt then. slept damnit early. hahhahaha, tehn today, woke up feeling effing pain @ my leg, near butt there. hahaha. because did lunges{sp?} hahahah. then use comp, eat and watch tv. okayokay, byeee!

Firstly, im sorry to be posting this here, but im just feeling down for no reason, so just dont mind me. when i got the msg from you, saying you feel that we werent close like before anyway, that you feel awkward, i felt so useless @ that moment. i dont know why, and i dont know when, i started becoming very emotional.. i can cry over small things, and do stuff i never did before. i can breakdown infront of my family, first, there's school life, secondary school life reeks i say. its really so suckish. no one i can truly trust. no one i can believe in. not even my teachers or close buds. there's bytochs like ******, try'na bring me down, how? by badmouthing me, making people hate me and all. its seriously sucks. i dont wanna care, but how not to? how can i not care when im lossing everything?! how can i not care when people are misunderstanding me? I really dont know what to do anymore. my confidence, self esteem, all effing gone. gone for good eh? im really sick and tired of everything. first dreads going to school, unattentive in class, whats the point of studying with no interest or attentiveness? its just bullshit i'll say. effing bullshit.. then after school, either home or CCa, netball, doesnt really sucks, but when its too much fitness training, and too little court game, it really sucks luh. forget bou netball. home, isnt home suppose to be filled with warmth and love, well, its not for me, this 'home' is so !$%&^% .. seriously, everytime i reached home, i'll just hide myself in my room.. i dont wanna face my family, i dont know how to face them.. either they ruined my day or i'll just screw it myself. sighhh.. forget it uh... things just seems so sucish today.. fcuk lah..

helloo~

HIHIHI! last post was on 31st oct, i think., anw, on 1st nov, went to vivo with alvin & arzami.. went to catch a movie but before the movie, went to eat, then walkwalk around cause movie start late.. watched coroline{sp?} but it isnt that nice.. so wasted like 13 bucks on the movie. wasted. hahahah. after the movie, went to take the train to sentosa.. funun. reached sentosa, went to skyride ticket boothh,. bought tickets,... then went up with skyride then took luge down. did it twice. funfunfun! hahahahaha. then go buy ice cream, and went home. yeaps. trained back home.. then msgmsg, use comp and nothing much.. on 2 nov, yesterday.. didnt go anywhere, stayed @ home all day round.. hmmm.. woke up, use comp, watched tv, eateat, then shower, watch more tv, and use comp.. then ate dinner, spaghetti for dinner, yumyummyyy! then watch more tv and use comp.. hahhahahah. funnnnf chatting with varian,... HAHHAHAHAH! then slept @ bout 3am. hahahahahahahah. today, woke up, msg little. then watched tvvvv and eattteattt then watched more tvv and here i am using comp... hahahhahaha.