wellll, heyyy peeps/haters!!! didnt post since saturday... hmms.. sunday.. what did i do... nothing much i guess.. used comp, ate mac for dinner/supper. talktalk on msn, then watch watch tv, sleepsleep. hahhahahaha!! monday, went school, first was chinese, did some chinese letter writing test thingy. UNCOOl. hhahahhah! then hmms.. stayed back awhile with lala and mandeep, whoah! i love yesterday manzx. specially after school. hahhahaha. was like, SO COOl!! hahahahahaha. then waited for someone, went back together, walked to mrt, took bus from there. hmmmm.. then reached home, talked on phone for a short short while. then msgmsgmsg my dearest rocker! hahahahaha. LOlll@ im damn bored now... then half way msging, fell asleep, later woke up, msgmsgmsg again, more. didnt really use alot of comp yesterday as sis doing her art... hahahahah. then chatted online and blahblahblah. then today! went schoool as usual. kinda rush uh, managed to catch my bus. hmms.. then went buy drink, finally i reached school earlier then mandeep and lala again. hmms. then went up class lorhh. thenthen... ms lim didnt come. so math was funnnff! hahaha ! then PE!, love it muchs! did my test today. hahah. frisbee. funfun! then did random passing with the BOYS! LOl. more fun to play with them then girls, then later must test idk wht match thingy, so fast finish de. EEk! hahahahhah. then went for recess early, quickly change after pe, loaned someone my pe shirtt. hahhahah... groossss yea? i dont mind uh. hahahhaha. the person also dont mind. then didnt eat. bought drink then talktalk, went locker, took books. history was boring. english was also boring, ms tan was being evil, lindsey cried for no dumb reason, weirrdddd classs~! hahahah. but @ times fuunnnnf! hahahahha. then was lit, didnt do much either. then was geog, prettyyy funnnf. jasper made me and aza laughed like helll. hahahhahha. then left bout 10 mins, ms diana went to staff room, some other teacher came in, slack slack slackkkk!!! hahahah. ended school. walked to lala class they not at there, walked back to wait for mandeep, chatted with alvinnnn! hahahah. he accompanied me wait for mandeep, then later went to second storey, syakirah was chasing hasbi, LOl. then asked alvin to help syakirah but no use.. hahahha. went off first, met lala, then went to eatttt. alvin left, left me, lala and mandeep, went for math, its like, finally i go, then darnit! i got chased out!!!! how idiotic isit?! i never go ms lim scold, i go mrstan scold. WTH@#$%!! hahahhaha. like seriously, argghhh@ then waited for mandeep with michaela @ library, saw aziz, he talked to me, said something dumb, '' didnt dance'' to me. LOl. meaning he never dance luh. ahhahaha. idk why, then said byeby as he was leaving,. hahahahaha;. then finally mandeep came, then went to ronadols, slackslackslack! chatted lots i guess. then left @ bout 4 plus. i think.. reached bus stop, saw hammond, maine and pat! hahahha. miss them luh. but didnt really talk, just a simple hi bye. hahahahahhaha. then reached home, no one @ home. im homealone again! EEk! ahhhahaha. nevermind. got freeedooommmmm!!!~~ LOL. can do anything i want. mess up the kitchen! hahahahaha. mum's gna kill meeee. hahhahahah. my mood this few days are UP & DOWN! hahahah. moodswinggs! i guess. arghhhh~@ ahhahahahaha. so darn boredd.. examss are coming! 9 more days if im not wrong. ahhhahahahah. :P

Haters? pfft.

heyyyyy! pretty nice day, mood also pretty nice.
hahahahha. so obviously, more haters for me, yay!
ohya, bout my last post, i didnt mention names,
A and E can really just be anyone, so comment all you want.
go ahead, day im a bitch or whtsoever cause i dont give a damn.
been called a bitch, flirt everything u can think of, so why would i care if it was YOU saying it?? hahahahhaha. feelling so random, hyper and happy.
obviously for some reason. teeheezx! anyway, my blog so i can pretty much say wht i want on it. so i can type my feelings and all on it, so comments? dont give a shit yea. just how a bitch would behave right? hahahhah!! seriously couldnt be bothered with life anymore. with haters, whats the point of being upset just because of them? what they hate bout me is actually wht i love bout me :D wahahhaakakakk! if you're not happy with me, or wht i blog bout, then dont read my blog, it'll just make you go bliinnnddddd!! hahahahahahhaa. im sort of GILA now yea. hahahahh. yesterday! slept @ 3 plus i think. well, around there. hahahhah. then woke up @ 11plus today. hmms.. watched tv in room till 1plus then come out of roommyyy. then used comp lorrhhh! was on comp yesterday from afternoon 3plus? tillll 1am plus....! woohoos! then msg msg msg! and sleeepppppp..... hahhahahahhaahahha. i think im going crazyyy.. hahahhahah! maybe because i have wayy too much on my mind that no one will know bout. or maybe its all the haters making me famous! which which???? hahahhahah! ahhh.. i lovee to be crazy, its would be sooooo niceee! not having to worry bot a shit in this world! just live and die! wakakakakkaka! okayokay, BYEBYEEEEEE!!!

boohooo!

mood WAS okay, but now, mood is BOOHOO!
thanks to arggh! dont want mention names uh.
i just cant stand people who are so bias luh.
& still make it so obvious! so ARGGHHHH!!!
so yea, my mood now like craps, feel like killing someone.
so today was nothing much, woke up, watched tv, talked on phone,
used comp and here i am, eating and blogging...
seriously, 'E', why are you so bias to her? u like her uh?
how are you even worth to be a peerleader?! u totally doesnt rocks lah
you look down on people as if you're oh so perfect which the truth, you oh so NOT! you're not evern worth to be living in this world lah! GND. go fck her upside down lah. since there is no one ealse who will be willing to let u fuck. & please, you think you're ohso big? so what if you're rich, means you can look down or insult people isit? do you even know who are the people you're insulting, do u know them inside out? i doubt so. cause you hangs out with bytoch like 'A'. being rich doesnt mean anything. you cant buy friends with ur darn money.
& 'A', who you think you are? actting oh so big , pretty, smart and everything you're so not. others might be scare of you but NOT ME! get it? badmouth people like you're so good, so loved by friends when the fact is, you're so not loved by anyone. you're just a pathetic girl badmouthing poeple to get attention. yea, you got the attention of people thinking you're just another bytoch. say im a bitch, say im a flirt, say whtever you want, but you better not cross the limit, or i swear you're gonna regret.

Kinda love & hate today.

Love the part where i laughed trucks lots.
hates the part where some ducks are so effing bias to some bytoch. its sucks okay! morning, didnt get to buy my drink as i was late and stupid prefects dont allow me to buy drinks, soooo i asked mrs samuel help me buy & she really bought it! yay! first was chinese. BORING!!! then was science, took my drink from mrs samuel, then was english, OhSoBoring! hahaha. can sleepppp... hmmpphhh! then recess, bought drink again, went to staircase slack, walked off cause tak boleh tahan uh. went back class, laughedd alot thanks to retard adli! & errol. hahahahaha. then was cme, did pw instead. went comp lab, redo my group speecchhhh! then blahblahblah. dingdong! school end, went class took books, went locker then went to the interview area thingy.. our class interview first.. then the interview doesnt rock lah. not even like an interview. more like just pure talking, then after that, find lala and mandeep @ canteen, went to ronadols to eatt. then went back school, laughheeddddd HEELLLLL LOTSS! loves this part luh. was so so so so fun & hilarious! was trying to find mandeep pressure point luh. so hard for me.. ahahahhaha.. then wait for someone interview finish, then we left school, mich mum fetched her, mandeep went home alone. i went home with ^^, then slackslackslack, @ bout 5plus? or isits 4plus? not sure, went home, reached home, bathed, laid on bed, watchh tvvv, thinks bout stufffss, then talkked on phone, cook my dinner, spaghetti,mash potatoe, meatball with cheese sauce, cook it all by my own!! yummmmyyyy~! hahahahhaha. then watched more tvv, used comp & here i am! ahhahahahah. after going ronadols, mood was good, hyper too. hahhha.upupup! before that, mood was pretty baddddddd! downdowndown!~ now... kinda hyper.. i dont know why too. hahhahahahahahha. hahahahahahha! boredboredbored!

I said things that i'll never make it.
just like how i said,
''I'll forget you,'' but i really just cant.
''I couldnt be bothered,'' but i find myself thinking of it every single time.
"I dont mind it,'' but i find myself crying over it.
''Im not angry,'' but i feel anger.
"Im not sad or moody," but i feels like shit inside.
daily, I really find myself crying over stuffs like this.
A daily dose of alone time, finding myself weepings over simple stuffs.
Not being able to express my heartfelt feelings to anyone but myself,
I ask myself" wht did i do wrong?'' and it come to mind, EVERYTHING
Maybe im not good as a friend, or even just a person...
I get so troubled over this, i dont know why.
Am i fake? bogus? wht am I ?!

have not been posting daily yea.. my aunt took back her laptop so may not be posting daily anymore.. hahahahha. so.. last post was on 21 sept.. hmms..
22sept, tuesday. nothing much. ms lim didnt come school. so got this relieve teacher.. blahblahblah, geog also relieve teacher. ma diana didnt come too.. then didnt go math remedial AGAIN :D, went for netball, mood was like shit in sch, netball, WORST lah. thanks to coach. training not yet start then i use phone also wrong? wtf.. the he take my phone and still read my msg all! arrrggghhhh~! but lucky in the end he gave back. if not.... comfirm mood is shittyshit! hmms... then got what uh... went home, showered, used comp, slept for a while, talked on phone, watched tv, as usual... ahahhahaha.
23sept,wednesday/yesterday. ahhahahahah. hmms, mood in class was pretty okay i guess. then sci was fun. im starting to like sci ahahahha. but dont really understand some parts. then ms lim came.. boring. math was killing.. then got scolded like craps anyway... hahhahaha.. then school ended, stayed bacl with fizah, chatted quite much.. mood was okay then, then after that, mood wdas like craps. seriously.. then talked on phone and alll. usual thing lah.. hmmms.... TODAY! 24sept, HAPPY 2nd month to me!
hahahaahahha. hmms, then mood was damn shitty today, moody day.. hahahah. sci was fuunnn today enjoyed it lots. hahahaha. @ times was hyper. after find ms lim, then didnt call parents, craps, wanted her to call... hahahhah. then went back home after that...reached home, talk on phone, slept awhile, was tiredd... the woke up, msgmsgmsg, talked on phone again. then use comp and here i am uh... OHYEA! got selected for peerleader, need go interview tmr :O!
anws, i miss wongweilin, linjialin,huilian,grace & co, becky,jovy,wenyu too!

DontTrustMe,

Heyyyy!~ Im bored... Anyway, yesterday..
Nothing much really happened.. did do anything much..
used comp, then webcamed, msgmsgmsg, talktalk on phone.
the end! nothing much seriously.. was bored to deathh!
Today! had real fun! haahahhaah.
hmms, woke up, msgmsgmsg, watched tvvv! then huilian came.
watched tv, used laptop, then pat and derrick came..
talked talked talked, laugh laugh laugh! then use more comp,
watch more tv. then we went down to market, they eat their dinner.
i drink wateer and see them eat, steall some from them hahahhahah.
then not long ago, they left.... now im bored at home alone with mummy..
tmr have school, gonna be soso bored and tiring..
have yet to do anything, SHITTYSHIT! hahahahah.. ohmy! ahhahahah.
now really damn bored.. surprisingly, didnt talk on phone today. D:
okayokay, imissmypeepsalot! ahahha, BYEBYE!!