Toda.. woke up with a 'not-so-good' mood.. prepared and off to schoollk. took same bus.. then didnt talk much.. reached school. met lala and mandeep and regine.. then walk up... hmms... today was science paper. pretty hard i guess. i was so irritated by .................. just some peeps. then after paper... met lala and mandeep. went for chinese listening comprehension. quite okay uh.. hahahhaahhah.... then went down canteen find mandeep, went to cold strage then ronadols, tooks same bus as andres too, he going jenny deli. hahahah... thanks lala for the treat. then lala mum came, send me home as they was going see doctor which clinic was very near my house. hahahha. then nothing much luh.. then reached home, tried to sleep but was so darn noisy till i got so fedup so just lie on my bedd.. then msgmsgmsg, well, cried a little, im sucha !@$TY@$#%^&%#$@#. then on comp, use comp, mood was still reall bad... then got so frustrated, off comp. went to jog, i realise, whenever im feeling unhappy, exercising do help to lessen the burden or unhappiness.. seriously true eh, hahahha... just came back not long ago. jog till sweat like craps. felt so darn good. theen did 3 times of suicide. realise that im gonna be dead when training start.. AHHHHHH!! whole body aching now. neck hurt like @$#%^, shoulder, think im gonna dislocate it someday, legs, NOHOPE ah!. hmmms.... haven eaten after ronadols, hahah. goodgood. diet manxz! no luh eh. just trying to save $$$$$$! now, current mood, still kinda like shit but better. i use exercise to relieve stress and unhappiness i see. hahahah! feel so retarded. i seriously hate my health status! i wonder what if one day, i really injured myself and cant do heavy sports anymore, i wonder what will happen to me. i would be so depress manxz! ahhhhhh. dont think dont thinkk. touchwood! hahahhaha. i feel so regrettful now. AHHH!