things just aint getting any better.

THIS IS WAS IN DRAFT, SOSO YEAH..

Helllo, my mood today was destroyed thanks to my dad, the minute i step out my room, he shouted at me for no reason. fook him! unreasonable, spoiling my mood to follow bro for dinner.. then after that, went to hardrock to have dinner with bro + gf's family. then yeah.. currently watchin som random movies on cable tv, time check-2.03
for friendships, things aint getting any better,
He is at camp since yesterday. ): yesterday night!, at idk time, he called my and then chatted, but i was talking to idk how many ppl, etc, ihsan, muza and blahblahblah, thats the only 2 person other than him that i recognise the voice eh. ahahahhhahah! then yeahhh, so pretty much i was on loudspeaker. talking to them is FUN! hahahahaha. then yeahhh,
on tuesday, 15.12.09, did nothing much during the day, went out at night, hmmms, went to the MJ concert thingy, this bogus Mj, was selected by the king of pop himself so yeah, niceee! cooool much! then yeah, ended at bout 11plus, went to market and have damn late dinner, which was at bout 12plus1.. went home and talk on phone..
wednesday, 16.12.09, oldest sis came back from thailand for cousin wedding . nothing much.
thursday, 17.12.09, ( brother bday) & 18.12.09 ( cousin wedding) woke up, do nothing much, then around the afternoon, brother went out then sis plan a surprise party but wasnt much of a surprise. but it was awesommmeee, bro friends came oveer ask sis msged them to, they ate, dance and DRINK! ahahaha. my bro got wasted! so when he was asleep, sis and aunt was entertaining them and i just stick along, till like, 5plus6 in the morning, went to sleep,, woke up at 3plus, bathed, prepared and went off to pan pacific hotel, go find sis as she's my cousin maid of honour, while walking to cabbed there, was alvin, faisal, acap and all playing soccer, damn awkward! hahahaha. they keep waving at me then my mum ask why thhey waving ! hahhahaha. then reached the hotel, relax awhile, then change and prepared and went for the wedding, the wedding was totally AWESOME! there was a live band and a dance floor! and the table i sat had 2 BIG bowls of SHARK FIN! WOOTs! hahahahha! meeaning, i ate FOUR bowls of shark fin! shiok or whattt! then there was lots of dancing and alll, wooots! awesomeee wedding,

Friends?..

well, haven had a proper post since forever, ohwell, lazziness, what can i say. hahahahaha. anw, nothing much have been happening, didnt really go out, went to a wedding dinner, and then nothing much.. just watching tv, using laptop, chatting, and catching up with my aunt who just came back from aust(: then nothing much, was suppose to go out today but one of them bail on us so yea, i didnt go out and styaed @ home.. nothing much uh.. Im still freaking bothered bout the problem.. Yes, seriously, Awesome friends but im not worth.

Friendships are meant to be cherished, not forgotten.
People offen place the importance of friendship @ the back of their mind.
Have you ever thought how life would be without friends?
All this little things are the reason that life's bright lit up.
Without friendships, Living life is like living with breathing.
Why regret bout not cherishing things?
Why not just cherish eveything around you now? so that you wont regret.
thats always the mistake i make in life, thats always the regret i made
& i always never learn from my mistakes, from my regrets i'll never learn.
I gotta stop being sucha dumbass idiotic teenage girl. I MUST stop.

catch me if i fall? BULLSHIT!

yeaaaaa, when someone now say that they will be there for you, have doubts in them, cause most times, its just BUllSHIT! its just like my title. seriously, would you really stay by someone forever? maybe when we all get older and then we make friends that last a lifetime, but definately, this is not what thats happening, now, we arent even talking unlike before, we used to talk so much, and now,, what the craps os this alll about?! ARGH! I miss being a retard.. only mandeep makes me laughs truckslots now. only her! but still, ii hate whats happening now. FML. I gotta learn no move on uh? thats what i've been told since the beginning of this year cause i still cant let go of my primary school life and kinda hates secondary school life with idiotic teachers with stupid rules in this darn school, life hell lots of troubles. this year, overall, doesnt really rocks @ all! though i met many great people, and you're one of them but i lost you. i met bytoches and basterd too sadly. maybe im a bitch too. just screw it. i screw everything.