Friendships are meant to be cherished, not forgotten.
People offen place the importance of friendship @ the back of their mind.
Have you ever thought how life would be without friends?
All this little things are the reason that life's bright lit up.
Without friendships, Living life is like living with breathing.
Why regret bout not cherishing things?
Why not just cherish eveything around you now? so that you wont regret.
thats always the mistake i make in life, thats always the regret i made
& i always never learn from my mistakes, from my regrets i'll never learn.
I gotta stop being sucha dumbass idiotic teenage girl. I MUST stop.

catch me if i fall? BULLSHIT!

yeaaaaa, when someone now say that they will be there for you, have doubts in them, cause most times, its just BUllSHIT! its just like my title. seriously, would you really stay by someone forever? maybe when we all get older and then we make friends that last a lifetime, but definately, this is not what thats happening, now, we arent even talking unlike before, we used to talk so much, and now,, what the craps os this alll about?! ARGH! I miss being a retard.. only mandeep makes me laughs truckslots now. only her! but still, ii hate whats happening now. FML. I gotta learn no move on uh? thats what i've been told since the beginning of this year cause i still cant let go of my primary school life and kinda hates secondary school life with idiotic teachers with stupid rules in this darn school, life hell lots of troubles. this year, overall, doesnt really rocks @ all! though i met many great people, and you're one of them but i lost you. i met bytoches and basterd too sadly. maybe im a bitch too. just screw it. i screw everything.

ARGH! I fvcking cant sleep!
my neck feel so darn stiff, back so darnn pain,
ankle/leg hurts like darnit! and a damn bad headache.
& there's damn netball tmr.
Why? Why me? Why is this happening?
This just svckz like shyt!!

I feel so life-less. Im so out of energy..
I mean, seriously, I feel effing weak.
Plus, NETBALL, Im just so fcuking dead.
I really feel like dying now, everything just sucks now.
FML! should i or should i not? will i regret?

hmms, slept @ 5am yesterday, watch 2012 till 4.30..
ohwell, i saw your post and i get it, u dont want me as a friend?
fine then, but i wont give up so easily. Im sorry.

Foolish me.

heyyo,
timecheck-2.32am, sunday,29nov09.
currently chatting with huzyerr , blogging & watching 2012 with mum& brother, the three of us squeezing on my Q/K size bed. -.-"! hmms, friday, didnt have training as it was a public holiday, hari raya haji(: so yea, woke up late, watch tv, use laptop, @ bout 7, went to maxine house, then went swimming @ 8plus9 with maxine lil' sisters. then ate mcdonal for dinner and left for home alone @ 11plus, reached home, msgmsgmsg, and chatted on phone.. yesterday, woke up late too, use comp, watch tv, msg, eat dinner , talk on phone, then use laptop, chatt with friends on msn, and facebook, till now, chatting with huzyerr only.. ohwell, gonnna watch my 2012 now! BYE! andand, Sweetdreams peeeps!

110th post(:

hello people who read my bloggy, hmms, yesterday was just purely nothing much, had netball, then after netball, went to simpang to eat with mandeep, regine, panda & firdaus. after eating, bused 10 with the same people. then alighted @ same stop, then me and mandeep went to mandeep mum shop, then walked over to parkway, walked around parkway, funfunfun(: then walked back to mandeep mum shop, went to eat then.. then off we went home, took same bus, then went home.. nothing much lo.. today, woke up, bathed, prepare and off i went to meet alvin & azrami, went to bedok inter, meet azrami gf,,, then went to town, cine, go eat @ KFC, then went to see movie timing, dont have astro boy so we went off to vivo, see movie timing, bought tickets for ASTRO BOY, 4.30 timing, then went to roof, enjoy windd(: then went for movie, finished @ 6plus, walked walked around then went to outdoor, enjoy more winddd then mrt-ed home @ 8. reached home @ 9plus, watched tv and TADA! im here(: