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Its been so long.

Yeah, Its been so long since i post. and Im so sorry,
ohwell, lack of readers anw, heh :D
hmm, this few days, been msging, facebooking and chatting alot.
i became pretty goodfriends with Zul, deborah, cassine, sharon, ash, winnie & co.
I made some new friends and became friends again with someone.
Netballers Rocks the socks out of you,
March babies Rocks more then you do.
my friends are better then your's
My new phone is cool, but im not very sure how to sure it.
and i dont plan to waste my time on it. heh.
im thankful to have known huzyer, zul, jamie, kean, mandeep, fizah, winnie, aza, & many more people through BDS,
Netball juniors are pretty okay uh, got potential. hahahha.
sec 1s are okay, im going to be a STUDENT LEADER IN SEC 1 CAMP! &&&&&&&&&&&&&& Someone didnt get in, so she pisseed :D and im so happy (:
i got a feeling that the sec 1 camp is going to be awesomee, because, Michaela, evaa, kailing, aza, sharon, deb, cassine, clara, shahiran, alema, sharifah &&& Alvin is going too!
im planning to help shahiran celebrate his birthday as its the second day of camp:/
im very excited for the camp, WOOOO.
I love my friends, super much lovee them :D
and Im CLARE the AWESOME :D hhahaha.
life haven't been very great or anything,
yayyee, my birthday is in 3 days time! march babies rocks!

Dedicated to you & only you.

Yeah, the title says it all, this post i dedicated to someone,
not a guy, or so, not a regular anyone,
BUT a special friend called Wong WeiLin, my hubby.
I dont think i have her solo picture and im too lazy to go cope her.
so jyeah.. but still my hubby,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
even though we known each other like, 2-3 years only,
we're considered pretty close right?
we were enemies first but now, we're hubby & wifey.
be happy alway, and stay pretty and all, &&
I love you!

First day, second year

First day wasnt VERY good or so. Its NORMAL?
1-expect more fun but... no comments eh.
2-having 2 new students in class,
3-being sperated from friends during maths & chinese-.-
4-having netball on firstday.
5-not being able to sleep.
6-feeling sick-.-
7-life has not been awesome, great or even good.
8- 2010 isnt starting very well..
9-troubles, troubles & more troubles
10-mixed feelings.

FML!

When i saw you today, you look happy, regine said that we she talked to you, you sound perfectly fine, perfectly happy.. when i saw you, pictures of what we used to be flashed through my mind. am I the only one hoping that things would change? Im still feeling troubled by it. I cant seems but chat bout you. when i talked bout you to regine today, i felt as if i was gonna cry. life's just haven beeen good without you in it. I think, i can never be best friends with guys either my age or a year difference. never seems to end perfectly. im always the one that i in the dark side, not knowing the reason why. why is that so? first songjun, now you? why does it always happen to me & only me? haven i got enough of it? why do i keep trusting you guy? why do i keep believe that we could be close good buds? why do i keep believe that me adn you and be friends without any problems? when i know its hard, cause you're a dude & Im a dudette. Why do i lkeep lying to myself, forcing myself to believe that we could still be COOlRetardsParnter? when you wont even talk to me? you just walked passed my today as if im invisible? am i really invisible to YOUR eyes? This just sucks.

HMMMS!, Im blogging only because my dearest hubby&prettayee requested for it. so yeah.. heheheh. hmmms what have i been doing! last post was 20.09, thats longlong ago man! THATS A YEAR AGO! hahahha! lets see... On christmas eve!, went out with alvin to bugis, bought my sis and bro gifts, then later went home early,, thenthen, watch him play soccer with acap all, then around 7, went to mich house, had dinner there. took pictures, (its in facebook). then went home at around 10plus, and yeah... On christmas! i went to my uncle's house @ tamp, went there, got presents from aunt and uncle. its as awesomme! ohwell, pretty awesome. gambled away 10 bucks, chatted with cousins, a 'long time no see" cousin, 7years! well, nice chatting with him aye. hmms, slept at around 5-ish? then woke up at 11-ish? went to eat breakfast. then blahblahblah, used laptop in uncle house.. then went for dinner, yummmy!~ had 3 diff types of crabs! had, chilli, salted egg and black pepper! awesome or whatt? hahahah. then blahblahblah, had durian for supper woosh! hahaha. then went home.. then on 31st dec 09, new year eve! hmmms.. went to laguna for new year eve party, its AWESOMEE! with all the awesome food, Awesome DANCING! dance till wooosst! ahahhaha! then yeahyeahyeah, went home at bout 1plus? its was awesome larh! then yeahyeah. then sleep @ 2-ish.. then woke up at 9.30 cause mich called me,, rush, showered and went to school to have netball meeting.. only me and mich for sec 1.. haahaha. then went home at around 2plus.. then nothing uh... yesterday.. didnt do much.. and today.. I CLEANED MY ROOM! like FINALLY! goodjob!
well, BYE!

things just aint getting any better.

THIS IS WAS IN DRAFT, SOSO YEAH..

Helllo, my mood today was destroyed thanks to my dad, the minute i step out my room, he shouted at me for no reason. fook him! unreasonable, spoiling my mood to follow bro for dinner.. then after that, went to hardrock to have dinner with bro + gf's family. then yeah.. currently watchin som random movies on cable tv, time check-2.03
for friendships, things aint getting any better,
He is at camp since yesterday. ): yesterday night!, at idk time, he called my and then chatted, but i was talking to idk how many ppl, etc, ihsan, muza and blahblahblah, thats the only 2 person other than him that i recognise the voice eh. ahahahhhahah! then yeahhh, so pretty much i was on loudspeaker. talking to them is FUN! hahahahaha. then yeahhh,
on tuesday, 15.12.09, did nothing much during the day, went out at night, hmmms, went to the MJ concert thingy, this bogus Mj, was selected by the king of pop himself so yeah, niceee! cooool much! then yeah, ended at bout 11plus, went to market and have damn late dinner, which was at bout 12plus1.. went home and talk on phone..
wednesday, 16.12.09, oldest sis came back from thailand for cousin wedding . nothing much.
thursday, 17.12.09, ( brother bday) & 18.12.09 ( cousin wedding) woke up, do nothing much, then around the afternoon, brother went out then sis plan a surprise party but wasnt much of a surprise. but it was awesommmeee, bro friends came oveer ask sis msged them to, they ate, dance and DRINK! ahahaha. my bro got wasted! so when he was asleep, sis and aunt was entertaining them and i just stick along, till like, 5plus6 in the morning, went to sleep,, woke up at 3plus, bathed, prepared and went off to pan pacific hotel, go find sis as she's my cousin maid of honour, while walking to cabbed there, was alvin, faisal, acap and all playing soccer, damn awkward! hahahaha. they keep waving at me then my mum ask why thhey waving ! hahhahaha. then reached the hotel, relax awhile, then change and prepared and went for the wedding, the wedding was totally AWESOME! there was a live band and a dance floor! and the table i sat had 2 BIG bowls of SHARK FIN! WOOTs! hahahahha! meeaning, i ate FOUR bowls of shark fin! shiok or whattt! then there was lots of dancing and alll, wooots! awesomeee wedding,

Friends?..

well, haven had a proper post since forever, ohwell, lazziness, what can i say. hahahahaha. anw, nothing much have been happening, didnt really go out, went to a wedding dinner, and then nothing much.. just watching tv, using laptop, chatting, and catching up with my aunt who just came back from aust(: then nothing much, was suppose to go out today but one of them bail on us so yea, i didnt go out and styaed @ home.. nothing much uh.. Im still freaking bothered bout the problem.. Yes, seriously, Awesome friends but im not worth.