I said things that i'll never make it.
just like how i said,
''I'll forget you,'' but i really just cant.
''I couldnt be bothered,'' but i find myself thinking of it every single time.
"I dont mind it,'' but i find myself crying over it.
''Im not angry,'' but i feel anger.
"Im not sad or moody," but i feels like shit inside.
daily, I really find myself crying over stuffs like this.
A daily dose of alone time, finding myself weepings over simple stuffs.
Not being able to express my heartfelt feelings to anyone but myself,
I ask myself" wht did i do wrong?'' and it come to mind, EVERYTHING
Maybe im not good as a friend, or even just a person...
I get so troubled over this, i dont know why.
Am i fake? bogus? wht am I ?!