Why? Why Me?

heyyo people.. my mood are like craps still.. hmm, todayy, did nothing much.. woke up, used laptop, watch tv, talk on phone, used laptop, watch tv, buy bbt with sis, watch tv, eat dinner and watch tv and here i am.. okay,
I really do not know whats happening with me,
I just seriously sucks, dont I?
Im a lousy friend to everyone, a lousy sis to my siblings, lousy daughter & a lousy ^^. Why is it everytime i try to do something, it'll end up like craps, everytime i try something for a change, i'll suck @ it.. My effing attitude sucks, Im just argggghh!
Im Sorry, real Sorry.
Bye!