Dedicated to you & only you.

Yeah, the title says it all, this post i dedicated to someone,
not a guy, or so, not a regular anyone,
BUT a special friend called Wong WeiLin, my hubby.
I dont think i have her solo picture and im too lazy to go cope her.
so jyeah.. but still my hubby,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
even though we known each other like, 2-3 years only,
we're considered pretty close right?
we were enemies first but now, we're hubby & wifey.
be happy alway, and stay pretty and all, &&
I love you!

First day, second year

First day wasnt VERY good or so. Its NORMAL?
1-expect more fun but... no comments eh.
2-having 2 new students in class,
3-being sperated from friends during maths & chinese-.-
4-having netball on firstday.
5-not being able to sleep.
6-feeling sick-.-
7-life has not been awesome, great or even good.
8- 2010 isnt starting very well..
9-troubles, troubles & more troubles
10-mixed feelings.

FML!

When i saw you today, you look happy, regine said that we she talked to you, you sound perfectly fine, perfectly happy.. when i saw you, pictures of what we used to be flashed through my mind. am I the only one hoping that things would change? Im still feeling troubled by it. I cant seems but chat bout you. when i talked bout you to regine today, i felt as if i was gonna cry. life's just haven beeen good without you in it. I think, i can never be best friends with guys either my age or a year difference. never seems to end perfectly. im always the one that i in the dark side, not knowing the reason why. why is that so? first songjun, now you? why does it always happen to me & only me? haven i got enough of it? why do i keep trusting you guy? why do i keep believe that we could be close good buds? why do i keep believe that me adn you and be friends without any problems? when i know its hard, cause you're a dude & Im a dudette. Why do i lkeep lying to myself, forcing myself to believe that we could still be COOlRetardsParnter? when you wont even talk to me? you just walked passed my today as if im invisible? am i really invisible to YOUR eyes? This just sucks.

HMMMS!, Im blogging only because my dearest hubby&prettayee requested for it. so yeah.. heheheh. hmmms what have i been doing! last post was 20.09, thats longlong ago man! THATS A YEAR AGO! hahahha! lets see... On christmas eve!, went out with alvin to bugis, bought my sis and bro gifts, then later went home early,, thenthen, watch him play soccer with acap all, then around 7, went to mich house, had dinner there. took pictures, (its in facebook). then went home at around 10plus, and yeah... On christmas! i went to my uncle's house @ tamp, went there, got presents from aunt and uncle. its as awesomme! ohwell, pretty awesome. gambled away 10 bucks, chatted with cousins, a 'long time no see" cousin, 7years! well, nice chatting with him aye. hmms, slept at around 5-ish? then woke up at 11-ish? went to eat breakfast. then blahblahblah, used laptop in uncle house.. then went for dinner, yummmy!~ had 3 diff types of crabs! had, chilli, salted egg and black pepper! awesome or whatt? hahahah. then blahblahblah, had durian for supper woosh! hahaha. then went home.. then on 31st dec 09, new year eve! hmmms.. went to laguna for new year eve party, its AWESOMEE! with all the awesome food, Awesome DANCING! dance till wooosst! ahahhaha! then yeahyeahyeah, went home at bout 1plus? its was awesome larh! then yeahyeah. then sleep @ 2-ish.. then woke up at 9.30 cause mich called me,, rush, showered and went to school to have netball meeting.. only me and mich for sec 1.. haahaha. then went home at around 2plus.. then nothing uh... yesterday.. didnt do much.. and today.. I CLEANED MY ROOM! like FINALLY! goodjob!
well, BYE!