ARGH! I fvcking cant sleep!
my neck feel so darn stiff, back so darnn pain,
ankle/leg hurts like darnit! and a damn bad headache.
& there's damn netball tmr.
Why? Why me? Why is this happening?
This just svckz like shyt!!

I feel so life-less. Im so out of energy..
I mean, seriously, I feel effing weak.
Plus, NETBALL, Im just so fcuking dead.
I really feel like dying now, everything just sucks now.
FML! should i or should i not? will i regret?

hmms, slept @ 5am yesterday, watch 2012 till 4.30..
ohwell, i saw your post and i get it, u dont want me as a friend?
fine then, but i wont give up so easily. Im sorry.

Foolish me.

heyyo,
timecheck-2.32am, sunday,29nov09.
currently chatting with huzyerr , blogging & watching 2012 with mum& brother, the three of us squeezing on my Q/K size bed. -.-"! hmms, friday, didnt have training as it was a public holiday, hari raya haji(: so yea, woke up late, watch tv, use laptop, @ bout 7, went to maxine house, then went swimming @ 8plus9 with maxine lil' sisters. then ate mcdonal for dinner and left for home alone @ 11plus, reached home, msgmsgmsg, and chatted on phone.. yesterday, woke up late too, use comp, watch tv, msg, eat dinner , talk on phone, then use laptop, chatt with friends on msn, and facebook, till now, chatting with huzyerr only.. ohwell, gonnna watch my 2012 now! BYE! andand, Sweetdreams peeeps!

110th post(:

hello people who read my bloggy, hmms, yesterday was just purely nothing much, had netball, then after netball, went to simpang to eat with mandeep, regine, panda & firdaus. after eating, bused 10 with the same people. then alighted @ same stop, then me and mandeep went to mandeep mum shop, then walked over to parkway, walked around parkway, funfunfun(: then walked back to mandeep mum shop, went to eat then.. then off we went home, took same bus, then went home.. nothing much lo.. today, woke up, bathed, prepare and off i went to meet alvin & azrami, went to bedok inter, meet azrami gf,,, then went to town, cine, go eat @ KFC, then went to see movie timing, dont have astro boy so we went off to vivo, see movie timing, bought tickets for ASTRO BOY, 4.30 timing, then went to roof, enjoy windd(: then went for movie, finished @ 6plus, walked walked around then went to outdoor, enjoy more winddd then mrt-ed home @ 8. reached home @ 9plus, watched tv and TADA! im here(:

Bonding time?

Hmms, have been spending sometimes with my one&only irritating brother, louis tan(: hmmms, on Friday, stayed @ home till around 7plus, then brother came home then followed him to town, ate bbk for dinner first, met maxine then follow bro find his friends then walk walk around town uh. Yesterday, Woke up @ 6, slept again, woke up @ 10, slept, 12 woke up again, then go bro room,he still sleeping so i continue sleeping uh, woke up @ 1 plus, go bro room, maxine reached my home already, then bath, prepare and went to maxine house, play with her sisters and brother, then bused 5 to town, went to lido, bought movie tickets for Christmas carol, 3D, 7.15movie, brother treated me, then walked over to wheellock place then saw bro friend, then went to bbk to eat again.. then later bro and maxine friend came to find us, then got leftover food, gave bro punk friends.. then went for the movie,AWESOME(Y)! then after movie, go find brother friends, then walked underpass to ION, go inside the huge christmas tree:D then trained back home then maxine and her sis came over too, they played with my doggy, cutteeee:D then later i ate ice creammmm, WOOHOO! so yeaa.. that pretty much what happened the past 2 days.. Today, woke up latee cause yesterday slept latee too. then use laptop, watch tv and help my mama cook lasagne(: then here I am blogging,
OhWell, thanks hubbyyy Weilinn, Chiobu Jialin, Marilyn, Jonathan, Pinchyi, Guorui & few more for trying to cheer me up and for caring:D, You all rocks(: but i'll be fine i guess. just having a rough time as lots of things have been happening..

Why? Why Me?

heyyo people.. my mood are like craps still.. hmm, todayy, did nothing much.. woke up, used laptop, watch tv, talk on phone, used laptop, watch tv, buy bbt with sis, watch tv, eat dinner and watch tv and here i am.. okay,
I really do not know whats happening with me,
I just seriously sucks, dont I?
Im a lousy friend to everyone, a lousy sis to my siblings, lousy daughter & a lousy ^^. Why is it everytime i try to do something, it'll end up like craps, everytime i try something for a change, i'll suck @ it.. My effing attitude sucks, Im just argggghh!
Im Sorry, real Sorry.
Bye!