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Its been so long.

Yeah, Its been so long since i post. and Im so sorry,
ohwell, lack of readers anw, heh :D
hmm, this few days, been msging, facebooking and chatting alot.
i became pretty goodfriends with Zul, deborah, cassine, sharon, ash, winnie & co.
I made some new friends and became friends again with someone.
Netballers Rocks the socks out of you,
March babies Rocks more then you do.
my friends are better then your's
My new phone is cool, but im not very sure how to sure it.
and i dont plan to waste my time on it. heh.
im thankful to have known huzyer, zul, jamie, kean, mandeep, fizah, winnie, aza, & many more people through BDS,
Netball juniors are pretty okay uh, got potential. hahahha.
sec 1s are okay, im going to be a STUDENT LEADER IN SEC 1 CAMP! &&&&&&&&&&&&&& Someone didnt get in, so she pisseed :D and im so happy (:
i got a feeling that the sec 1 camp is going to be awesomee, because, Michaela, evaa, kailing, aza, sharon, deb, cassine, clara, shahiran, alema, sharifah &&& Alvin is going too!
im planning to help shahiran celebrate his birthday as its the second day of camp:/
im very excited for the camp, WOOOO.
I love my friends, super much lovee them :D
and Im CLARE the AWESOME :D hhahaha.
life haven't been very great or anything,
yayyee, my birthday is in 3 days time! march babies rocks!

Dedicated to you & only you.

Yeah, the title says it all, this post i dedicated to someone,
not a guy, or so, not a regular anyone,
BUT a special friend called Wong WeiLin, my hubby.
I dont think i have her solo picture and im too lazy to go cope her.
so jyeah.. but still my hubby,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
even though we known each other like, 2-3 years only,
we're considered pretty close right?
we were enemies first but now, we're hubby & wifey.
be happy alway, and stay pretty and all, &&
I love you!

First day, second year

First day wasnt VERY good or so. Its NORMAL?
1-expect more fun but... no comments eh.
2-having 2 new students in class,
3-being sperated from friends during maths & chinese-.-
4-having netball on firstday.
5-not being able to sleep.
6-feeling sick-.-
7-life has not been awesome, great or even good.
8- 2010 isnt starting very well..
9-troubles, troubles & more troubles
10-mixed feelings.

FML!

When i saw you today, you look happy, regine said that we she talked to you, you sound perfectly fine, perfectly happy.. when i saw you, pictures of what we used to be flashed through my mind. am I the only one hoping that things would change? Im still feeling troubled by it. I cant seems but chat bout you. when i talked bout you to regine today, i felt as if i was gonna cry. life's just haven beeen good without you in it. I think, i can never be best friends with guys either my age or a year difference. never seems to end perfectly. im always the one that i in the dark side, not knowing the reason why. why is that so? first songjun, now you? why does it always happen to me & only me? haven i got enough of it? why do i keep trusting you guy? why do i keep believe that we could be close good buds? why do i keep believe that me adn you and be friends without any problems? when i know its hard, cause you're a dude & Im a dudette. Why do i lkeep lying to myself, forcing myself to believe that we could still be COOlRetardsParnter? when you wont even talk to me? you just walked passed my today as if im invisible? am i really invisible to YOUR eyes? This just sucks.

HMMMS!, Im blogging only because my dearest hubby&prettayee requested for it. so yeah.. heheheh. hmmms what have i been doing! last post was 20.09, thats longlong ago man! THATS A YEAR AGO! hahahha! lets see... On christmas eve!, went out with alvin to bugis, bought my sis and bro gifts, then later went home early,, thenthen, watch him play soccer with acap all, then around 7, went to mich house, had dinner there. took pictures, (its in facebook). then went home at around 10plus, and yeah... On christmas! i went to my uncle's house @ tamp, went there, got presents from aunt and uncle. its as awesomme! ohwell, pretty awesome. gambled away 10 bucks, chatted with cousins, a 'long time no see" cousin, 7years! well, nice chatting with him aye. hmms, slept at around 5-ish? then woke up at 11-ish? went to eat breakfast. then blahblahblah, used laptop in uncle house.. then went for dinner, yummmy!~ had 3 diff types of crabs! had, chilli, salted egg and black pepper! awesome or whatt? hahahah. then blahblahblah, had durian for supper woosh! hahaha. then went home.. then on 31st dec 09, new year eve! hmmms.. went to laguna for new year eve party, its AWESOMEE! with all the awesome food, Awesome DANCING! dance till wooosst! ahahhaha! then yeahyeahyeah, went home at bout 1plus? its was awesome larh! then yeahyeah. then sleep @ 2-ish.. then woke up at 9.30 cause mich called me,, rush, showered and went to school to have netball meeting.. only me and mich for sec 1.. haahaha. then went home at around 2plus.. then nothing uh... yesterday.. didnt do much.. and today.. I CLEANED MY ROOM! like FINALLY! goodjob!
well, BYE!

things just aint getting any better.

THIS IS WAS IN DRAFT, SOSO YEAH..

Helllo, my mood today was destroyed thanks to my dad, the minute i step out my room, he shouted at me for no reason. fook him! unreasonable, spoiling my mood to follow bro for dinner.. then after that, went to hardrock to have dinner with bro + gf's family. then yeah.. currently watchin som random movies on cable tv, time check-2.03
for friendships, things aint getting any better,
He is at camp since yesterday. ): yesterday night!, at idk time, he called my and then chatted, but i was talking to idk how many ppl, etc, ihsan, muza and blahblahblah, thats the only 2 person other than him that i recognise the voice eh. ahahahhhahah! then yeahhh, so pretty much i was on loudspeaker. talking to them is FUN! hahahahaha. then yeahhh,
on tuesday, 15.12.09, did nothing much during the day, went out at night, hmmms, went to the MJ concert thingy, this bogus Mj, was selected by the king of pop himself so yeah, niceee! cooool much! then yeah, ended at bout 11plus, went to market and have damn late dinner, which was at bout 12plus1.. went home and talk on phone..
wednesday, 16.12.09, oldest sis came back from thailand for cousin wedding . nothing much.
thursday, 17.12.09, ( brother bday) & 18.12.09 ( cousin wedding) woke up, do nothing much, then around the afternoon, brother went out then sis plan a surprise party but wasnt much of a surprise. but it was awesommmeee, bro friends came oveer ask sis msged them to, they ate, dance and DRINK! ahahaha. my bro got wasted! so when he was asleep, sis and aunt was entertaining them and i just stick along, till like, 5plus6 in the morning, went to sleep,, woke up at 3plus, bathed, prepared and went off to pan pacific hotel, go find sis as she's my cousin maid of honour, while walking to cabbed there, was alvin, faisal, acap and all playing soccer, damn awkward! hahahaha. they keep waving at me then my mum ask why thhey waving ! hahhahaha. then reached the hotel, relax awhile, then change and prepared and went for the wedding, the wedding was totally AWESOME! there was a live band and a dance floor! and the table i sat had 2 BIG bowls of SHARK FIN! WOOTs! hahahahha! meeaning, i ate FOUR bowls of shark fin! shiok or whattt! then there was lots of dancing and alll, wooots! awesomeee wedding,

Friends?..

well, haven had a proper post since forever, ohwell, lazziness, what can i say. hahahahaha. anw, nothing much have been happening, didnt really go out, went to a wedding dinner, and then nothing much.. just watching tv, using laptop, chatting, and catching up with my aunt who just came back from aust(: then nothing much, was suppose to go out today but one of them bail on us so yea, i didnt go out and styaed @ home.. nothing much uh.. Im still freaking bothered bout the problem.. Yes, seriously, Awesome friends but im not worth.

Friendships are meant to be cherished, not forgotten.
People offen place the importance of friendship @ the back of their mind.
Have you ever thought how life would be without friends?
All this little things are the reason that life's bright lit up.
Without friendships, Living life is like living with breathing.
Why regret bout not cherishing things?
Why not just cherish eveything around you now? so that you wont regret.
thats always the mistake i make in life, thats always the regret i made
& i always never learn from my mistakes, from my regrets i'll never learn.
I gotta stop being sucha dumbass idiotic teenage girl. I MUST stop.

catch me if i fall? BULLSHIT!

yeaaaaa, when someone now say that they will be there for you, have doubts in them, cause most times, its just BUllSHIT! its just like my title. seriously, would you really stay by someone forever? maybe when we all get older and then we make friends that last a lifetime, but definately, this is not what thats happening, now, we arent even talking unlike before, we used to talk so much, and now,, what the craps os this alll about?! ARGH! I miss being a retard.. only mandeep makes me laughs truckslots now. only her! but still, ii hate whats happening now. FML. I gotta learn no move on uh? thats what i've been told since the beginning of this year cause i still cant let go of my primary school life and kinda hates secondary school life with idiotic teachers with stupid rules in this darn school, life hell lots of troubles. this year, overall, doesnt really rocks @ all! though i met many great people, and you're one of them but i lost you. i met bytoches and basterd too sadly. maybe im a bitch too. just screw it. i screw everything.

ARGH! I fvcking cant sleep!
my neck feel so darn stiff, back so darnn pain,
ankle/leg hurts like darnit! and a damn bad headache.
& there's damn netball tmr.
Why? Why me? Why is this happening?
This just svckz like shyt!!

I feel so life-less. Im so out of energy..
I mean, seriously, I feel effing weak.
Plus, NETBALL, Im just so fcuking dead.
I really feel like dying now, everything just sucks now.
FML! should i or should i not? will i regret?

hmms, slept @ 5am yesterday, watch 2012 till 4.30..
ohwell, i saw your post and i get it, u dont want me as a friend?
fine then, but i wont give up so easily. Im sorry.

Foolish me.

heyyo,
timecheck-2.32am, sunday,29nov09.
currently chatting with huzyerr , blogging & watching 2012 with mum& brother, the three of us squeezing on my Q/K size bed. -.-"! hmms, friday, didnt have training as it was a public holiday, hari raya haji(: so yea, woke up late, watch tv, use laptop, @ bout 7, went to maxine house, then went swimming @ 8plus9 with maxine lil' sisters. then ate mcdonal for dinner and left for home alone @ 11plus, reached home, msgmsgmsg, and chatted on phone.. yesterday, woke up late too, use comp, watch tv, msg, eat dinner , talk on phone, then use laptop, chatt with friends on msn, and facebook, till now, chatting with huzyerr only.. ohwell, gonnna watch my 2012 now! BYE! andand, Sweetdreams peeeps!

110th post(:

hello people who read my bloggy, hmms, yesterday was just purely nothing much, had netball, then after netball, went to simpang to eat with mandeep, regine, panda & firdaus. after eating, bused 10 with the same people. then alighted @ same stop, then me and mandeep went to mandeep mum shop, then walked over to parkway, walked around parkway, funfunfun(: then walked back to mandeep mum shop, went to eat then.. then off we went home, took same bus, then went home.. nothing much lo.. today, woke up, bathed, prepare and off i went to meet alvin & azrami, went to bedok inter, meet azrami gf,,, then went to town, cine, go eat @ KFC, then went to see movie timing, dont have astro boy so we went off to vivo, see movie timing, bought tickets for ASTRO BOY, 4.30 timing, then went to roof, enjoy windd(: then went for movie, finished @ 6plus, walked walked around then went to outdoor, enjoy more winddd then mrt-ed home @ 8. reached home @ 9plus, watched tv and TADA! im here(:

Bonding time?

Hmms, have been spending sometimes with my one&only irritating brother, louis tan(: hmmms, on Friday, stayed @ home till around 7plus, then brother came home then followed him to town, ate bbk for dinner first, met maxine then follow bro find his friends then walk walk around town uh. Yesterday, Woke up @ 6, slept again, woke up @ 10, slept, 12 woke up again, then go bro room,he still sleeping so i continue sleeping uh, woke up @ 1 plus, go bro room, maxine reached my home already, then bath, prepare and went to maxine house, play with her sisters and brother, then bused 5 to town, went to lido, bought movie tickets for Christmas carol, 3D, 7.15movie, brother treated me, then walked over to wheellock place then saw bro friend, then went to bbk to eat again.. then later bro and maxine friend came to find us, then got leftover food, gave bro punk friends.. then went for the movie,AWESOME(Y)! then after movie, go find brother friends, then walked underpass to ION, go inside the huge christmas tree:D then trained back home then maxine and her sis came over too, they played with my doggy, cutteeee:D then later i ate ice creammmm, WOOHOO! so yeaa.. that pretty much what happened the past 2 days.. Today, woke up latee cause yesterday slept latee too. then use laptop, watch tv and help my mama cook lasagne(: then here I am blogging,
OhWell, thanks hubbyyy Weilinn, Chiobu Jialin, Marilyn, Jonathan, Pinchyi, Guorui & few more for trying to cheer me up and for caring:D, You all rocks(: but i'll be fine i guess. just having a rough time as lots of things have been happening..

Why? Why Me?

heyyo people.. my mood are like craps still.. hmm, todayy, did nothing much.. woke up, used laptop, watch tv, talk on phone, used laptop, watch tv, buy bbt with sis, watch tv, eat dinner and watch tv and here i am.. okay,
I really do not know whats happening with me,
I just seriously sucks, dont I?
Im a lousy friend to everyone, a lousy sis to my siblings, lousy daughter & a lousy ^^. Why is it everytime i try to do something, it'll end up like craps, everytime i try something for a change, i'll suck @ it.. My effing attitude sucks, Im just argggghh!
Im Sorry, real Sorry.
Bye!

We got thrash!

OhOhOkay, yesterday was really bad. slept with 2 swollen eyes eh... i wish i could have someone to call to talk to with yesterday night but there's was no one. , cause i was seriously effing unhappy, i felt like dying yesterday manxz, seriously.. damnit bad night..okay, i doubt things are really fine, there's still be bad stuffs coming up. didnt really sleep well either, got imsomia uh.. hmms, then woke up, prepare, went to buy food, bring to school then waited for mich and mandeep for goddamnit 30mins! bored to death, therefore mood more like crapps. then more & more things just have to get on my nerve, even you girl -.-, im seriously in a bad mood since yesterday night. i seriously wanted to shout @ some girls so not serious and some so uncommitted, how do you girls expect to win with this kinda of attitude? i mean, common eh' we have a match today yet, this girl went to mediacorp bailing on the team.. sighhhhh, forget it.. so, we got thrash by butik butok. we scored less then 5 and they scored more then 30 i think. their sec 1s are POWER! even better then their senior manxz! what to do? they super hardworking while we super slacking :D hahahhah. okayokay, my mood isnt every awesome nor is it good yet.. so BYEBYE!

I Suck, I know.

okay, my title say it all, I SUCK & i know it. dont need you to say it to me, hmmm, skipped netball today, @ 2plus3, went to meet mandeep, regine,firdaus and panda @ renadol to eat lunch. then after eating, followed to mandeep to bedok food centre to eat, then went to mandeep house, go gym, lost some weight i think, HAHAHH, then reached home, rest awhile, eat dinner and went to tam ikea, shopped @ ikea, courts and giant lorh. then reached home @ 12plus, and then showered and here i am. okay, my day was okay, but during the night, it SUCKS!, went all the way to tamp with mum, and she wont buy me anything, making me all so grumppyy, then more&more things make my night worst, sigh,,,, okay,
^^, im sorry, for everything, i must really suck, i know, sorry.
I suck @ everything. @ being a friend the most, im sorry to everyone. im just a useless dumbass bitch. sorry everyone, bye..

Grats to me cousins :D

heyhey, so let me talk bout yesterday, woke up 7am, prepare and all, 7.40am, left house, went to buy drink and sweet first, walk to grace blk, met huilian then wait for becky,thenn go to becky aunt sch place... hmms, ate breakfast first before going to the school, huilian do the make up first, her theme was scar or vampire, so she got scar, ohyea, me, huilian, becky and haining was the aunt model btw :D LOL! then after huilian was me, heard from the rest that i took 2hours!! then after the make up need go take photo, then blahblahblah, after i finished, haining went in and do her make up, she took quite long too. then me, huilian and becky went to eat first cause we were bored.. then later becky go do her make up, me and huilian follow haining to eat.. then after becky finish her make up, we all left for home, me, becky and her aunt took a cab, huilian and haining took another cab to bedok inter.. then i borrowed becky dress for my cousin wedding. then later reached home, relax awhile then later prepare, changed into the dress, touch up on my make up and hair then take pictures :D then after that left home @ bout 7, cabbed all the way to liang court for the wedding dinner, took pictures and more pitures!, talk to cousins and aunts and granny. then then the MC for the wedding is suckish! no offence ah, but he got no potential as a MC, no energy, all this things ah.. then the dinner started, the food was from 'humble house' menue, cause the dinner was suppose to be 2 humble house, just because mr obama came, humble house was close. then the chef wwas sam leong :D the food quite yummy! hahahah.. more to western style food then chinese.. then after the wedding was 11plus, then cabbed home, reached home @bout 11plus12.. then reached home, took a little more photos :D then hmms, wash off the make up, then undo my hair then showered and talk on phone, slept @ 2plus and woke up damnit late today :D! okayokay, today was nothing much, just now @ 6plus, went to meet ^^ then went to help brother buy drinks and here i am. watching tv, posting/using lappy and eating my dinner!, maggi mee:D HAHAH! okayokay, i msg him to ask if he;s free, but no reply ): haiiyooo, what to do leh? hope he reply.. hmm, okayokay, BYE! I wanna meet my COOlretardpartner!, i miss us being retard together :'(!

Sorryy~!

Hmmm, i stopped searching for opitcal illusion pictures already :) today, woke up @ 11, thats why i didnt reply Your msg, im really very sorry, i replied it as soon as i saw it..but it seems like you still had fun though.. im really sorry.. i promise next time k? then prepare prepare, used comp for like a short 10mins, when to schoool, went for netball, today training didnt rocks larh, its lousy, boring, T.I.R.I.N.G! hahahahah. then went to bedok food court to eat, after eat, rush to becky house, took bus 14, alighted @ temasek sec, then becky mum came to fetch me, went to the house and start the thingythingy, waseh, tmr morning need to wake up damn early to go becky house and help the aunt. hahahah! thenthen, when home @ bout 5plus, bought food to eat, then use laptop, :D then mum called and i went to meet her @ bedok inter, bought my shoe for the wedding tmr :D wooots, i lovee my new shoe, heels :D but i haven found a dress to match it D:! but nevermind!, hmmm, then reached home @ 9plus, then reach home watch tv and here i am :D Muahahahahah! okayokay, byeeee